Something You Don't Know -ѕнєιтн fαиfι¢-

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  I couldn't believe it.
    It's not so hard to catch me staring either.
  Just, seen him there, sitting with someone, and it looked like a friendly gesture. He touched his hand and held it, blush as red as a tomato.
   My heart dropped and shattered on the ground and of course I just so conveniently walked across from that cafe on the other side of the street.
I know our relationship wasn't going well, but doing this was borderline.

3:48 Pm
November 21, 2017

      I sighed softly as I continued down the sidewalk, staring down at my feet as I bit the inside of my cheek. "You've got to be kidding me." I whispered to myself and fixed by jacket, shivering in the coldness. It was only November and we've been dating for a year, but fighting was always there. I continued down the street while staring at my feet walking across the sidewalk and just as I look up I bumped into someone.
    "Ahh, sorry sir." The person said and I looked up to see them rubbing their temple. "No, it's my fault. I wasn't looking." I replied and gave an uneasy smile.
    "Well it doesn't matter to me," he chuckled and so did I. "Uhh, I'm new around here. Just moved in to an apartment down the street and I was just looking around." He said and he bit his lip, fixing his scarf and snuggled into it.
    "My name is Lotor. What's yours?" He asked and I looked away slightly, over to the cafe and then directed my attention back to him. "My name is Shiro." I spoke softly and looked to the side, the same moment of the held hand grasp replaying in my head.
    "What's the trouble, Shiro? Was going to meet someone at the cafe but they didn't show up?" He snarled rudely and crossed his arms, looking over at me. "No, it's who he's meeting with." I growled out slightly and glared up at him, making him jump slightly in surprise.
    "So, what do you mean by that?" His voice turned to concern.
     "I'm being cheated on." I choked out through my mouth, but I felt like I said it in my head. He shook his head and sighed.
  Lotor scoffed and nodded, rubbing his eye slightly. "And I just met you. How about we talk at my place?" He offered and I nodded, following after him as we walked down the road.

Hah

He's funny

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  10:13 Pm
November 21, 2017

   "Then she slipped and kept rolling down the stairs!" Lotor laughed out and so did I, taking a sip from his glass of wine. I sighed in relief and sat back in the seat and shook my head and stared down at mine. I looked over at the ticking clock and my eyes widen. "Shit..." I mumbled softly and stood up. "I have to go." I said and he stood up as well and looked at me. "Awh, I was having such a pleasant evening, Shiro." He said and put his glass down.
   "Trust me, so did I." I complimented while getting up and getting my jacket. I heard scribbling and footsteps behind me. I turned around and zipped my jacket up and he stood in front of me and held out a piece of paper. "Call me sometime?" He asked and chuckled and I took it and he walked away.
   "Sure, I'll try-" I said looked at the 10 digit number and a heart placed at the end, stuffing it into my pocket.
   "It was nice meeting you, Takashi." He mumbled and stared out his window and I nodded, opening the door and closed it behind me and sighed softly. I rushed down the hallway and out of the building.
   I'm either
1) going to walk into him crying
2) hear moans in our room
3) smell whiskey in the kitchen

   Number two has never happened before, and I hope it doesn't. I opened my pocket and pressed the power button and nothing flashed. Well no wonder why I wasn't getting any texts or calls, it was dead. I walked hurriedly down the lit street and crossed them and walked down our neighborhood.
    Houses were dimly lit or completely dark, silent or crowded with a party. I walked up to our small gray house and opened the gate and closed it behind me and walked up the front door.
   I took a deep inhale and twisted the door knob and opened the door and the tv was flashing. There he was, wrapped in a blanket and drinking a cup of coffee- sniff... decaf. He whipped his head to me and then looked away, staring back at the tv and sipped his coffee. I closed the door behind me and hung up my jacket and walked into the living room and crouched in front of him.
   "What?" He muttered in the cup, looking down at me. His eyes were red and puffy, his nose red as well and his hair ruffled. I scraped his cheek and it was cold- he was crying. "Did you miss me?" I asked softly and he nodded. I took the cup from him and placed it beside me and hugged him closely and he did so back.
   "I missed you a lot, Takashi." He muttered and rubbed my back. "Even if we fight all the time, I still love you." He said and pulled me a bit closer. I wanted to say something about earlier, but that would lead to more fighting and maybe worse. "But I love you more." I said and he softly giggled and pulled me onto the couch and he laid on my lap.
    I stroked his hair and looked down at him, his eyes directed to the tv and he softly yawned and closed his eyes and my hand rested on his side. I smiled and looked up at the tv as well and played with his shirt.
   I guess even through the fighting I loved him too
   Even if he was cheating
   Which I wish never existed
   Maybe it never happened

           Ugh-