Alone

Naps and 'Naps'

We pulled in and I grabbed Eric and took him inside. He was still asleep. Harry was laying on my bed

Lecsy. What are you doing

Harry. Big kid nap

Lecsy. You're crazy Styles

Harry. I know. What's your point

Lecsy. My point. Is that we are not having a big kid nap

Harry. Why not

Lecsy. Because. What if Eric wakes up or something happens

Harry. No fair

Lecsy. Stop your pouting. I'll cuddle you on the couch

Harry. Ok

He got up and we went to the couch. I laid down while he grabbed a blanket. He came and laid down beside me and we snuggled and watched The Avengers. Harry texted someone then slowly fell asleep. Then I got a phone call. I quietly got up and went to the kitchen

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Lecsy. Hello

Zayn. Hey love

Lecsy. What do you want

Zayn. I just got a very upset text from Harry

Lecsy. Oh

Zayn. Care to enlighten me

Lecsy. Sure. Come on over. The children are napping

Zayn. Ok. Give me five minutes

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Zayn showed up and we sat on the porch. I explained what happened

Zayn. So you didn't want to 'take a nap' with him because????

Lecsy. Because he doesn't see a future with me. So I'm not going to just do it with him if he doesn't think we're going to be long term

Zayn. Oh my god

Lecsy. WHAt

Zayn. You're a virgin

Lecsy. AM NOT

Zayn. ARE TO

Lecsy. AM NOT!

Zayn. You so are to!!

Lecsy. SO. What does it matter

Zayn. Just tell him that. He'll understand

Lecsy. No he won't. GUYs never understand

Zayn. I do

Lecsy. Ya but you're...

Zayn. I'm what? Not a guy?

Lecsy. NoNoNo. That's not. That's not what I meant. I meant that you grew up with sisters and your mum. YOU know stuff like that

Zayn. So did Harry

Lecsy. He just wouldn't understand

Zayn. He might. You never know

Lecsy. I'm scared

Zayn. Of what

Lecsy. That if we do it. And something happens. He'll stay with me just because of that or he'll leave me because of that

Zayn. He wouldn't do that

Lecsy. You never know

Zayn. I do. I know. Harry would never do that to you. HE LOVES YOU

Lecsy. If he loves me as much as you say he does why does he not see a future with me

Zayn. Nothing is ever certain. Maybe he was scared you didn't see one with him. If you feel a certain way. He probably does to. And if he didn't see a future with you he wouldn't have bought you that promise ring. Would he

Lecsy. I guess not. Thanks Zayn

Zayn. Anytime love

Lecsy. Oh and you guys are all coming over for dinner right?

Zayn. Yeah. We'll be here around 5ish. Now. Go talk to your boyfriend

Lecsy. Love you

Zayn. Love you to babe. Now go

Lecsy. Ok

I walked back inside and climbed into the couch beside Harry. He was adorable when he slept. I kissed his nose and his forehead until he woke up

Harry. Did I fall asleep

Lecsy. Ya

Harry. Sorry babe

Lecsy. It's fine. Can we. TAlk?

Harry. Uhh. Ya. Sure. What's up

Lecsy. Do you. See. A future. With me

Harry. Ya. Of course. WHY

Lecsy. Well the other day when you told me about where you see yourself in 10 years. YOU Never. Mentioned. Me. At all

Harry. I guess I just figured that when you asked that you just assumed wedge together

Lecsy. So then let me ask this. Where do you see us. In 10 years

Harry. Married. Few kids. Happy. Growing old with my best friend. I don't know anything else because it doesn't matter. I'd have you and my family. And that's all I need. Why are you crying

Lecsy. Because that's exactly what I told Zayn. Last night

Harry. Oh baby girl. Come ere love

Harry pulled me into his chest and wrapped me up with a blanket. We sat there in a ball together for about 20 minutes or so before Eric started to cry. I jumped up to get him and Harry followed. I grabbed a bottle and fed him. Harry wrapped his arms around my waist and rested his chin on my shoulder. It felt maxing to know that he saw a future with me

Harry. Is that why you wouldn't 'nap' with me

Lecsy. Kind of

Harry. Babe I love you. If you're not ready or you just don't feel right with it. I understand. I love you and want to make you happy any way possible. Even if that means letting you die a virgin

Lecsy. I'm not a Virgin

Harry. Zayn said you were

Lecsy. Well. So. Whatever

Harry. Ha. You are

Lecsy. What does it matter

Harry. I think it's sweet. Saving yourself for me

Lecsy. WHO said I was saving myself for you. Maybe I've been saving myself for Zayn

Harry. Oh no you didn't

Louis. Oh yes she did

Lecsy. When did you get here and how much have you heard

Louis. Enough to know Harry here was about to let his girlfriend die a Virgin only to find out. Zayn is gonna help her out

Lecsy. GO away

Louis. Never

Harry. Why are you here

Louis. Zayn called. Said you two needed to work some stuff out. I'm here to take Mr. Eric out

Lecsy. Uhhhh. He's fine here

Louis. Nope. I'm taking him. COme on Eric

Harry. Just let him go with Lou babe. He'll be fine

Lecsy. Ok. Don't do anything stupid

Louis. I wont

Louis left with Eric and Harry smiled at me

Lecsy. Stop it

Harry. What am I doing

Lecsy. I'm not taking a 'nap' with you

Harry. That's fine. Let's cuddle on the couch

I shook my head laughing.