Still Loving my Thug

Torn

Kayla pov

After I talked to my girls my mind was just as gone as it was before. I tapped my fingernails on the champagne glass thinking of my next move.

It's clear that I have to deal with Tez, and as fucked up King has a big sister. That part I acknowledge and accepted. As far as our marriage goes. I really don't know anymore. I mean I know whoever this chick is going to be a problem. Married or not, I don't have to deal with this. I could choose myself and my son and let him do him. I love Tez. So much, but I love me too.

I'm not set on divorcing. Some way, some how I hope we can work through this. At this point we are separating. I don't trust Tez right now, and I want to see how he play this shit.

He already fucked up not being honest with me. He's moving them here. And all that psycho shit he pulled at Rains. Yea as of right now I'm good love.

I needed to smoke, but wasn't going to risk getting kicked out room. So I slid on my slides leaving. I was going to go in my car, and who do I run into in the hall? You guess it.

Jewl

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Kayla folded her arms. Shifting her weight to one side. Jewl crosses his arms and rubbed his chin smiling making her roll her eyes

"What you on? It's definitely not a coincidence you stalking me." She mugged him

"Stalking? Damn you making me sound like a creep." He laughed

"This is definitely some creep shit."

"This some faith shit. Where you going?" Jewl changed the subject.

"Mind my business. Why?" She asked with her signature attitude.

"Can I make you my business?" Jewl walked up to her. Kayla walked around him. He waved his security guard off and followed her out the door. 

"You still on that creep shit I see." She said standing waiting on her car to pull up.

"I'm not a creep ma. I just wanna be around you ." Kayla gave him the side eye. She looked away trying not to smile. Right then Jewls Benz truck pulled up. The valet got out.

"This not my car."

"I know it's mines. Come on." Jewl walked up to the truck after giving the valet a tip. He stood there with her door open.

"What are you doing? I'm not going nowhere with you." Kayla said

"We don't have to go anywhere. We can go to the parking deck to smoke and chill. Come on" he pressed

Kayla thought. She looked around then back at the hotel. She did want to smoke. Plus she could get in her car if she needed too.

"You can trust me beautiful I'm not out to get you" he assures

"Don't play with me either boy." She finally moved making her way to the truck. He helped her get in. Jewl made it to his side getting in. They pulled off going to the parking deck.

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Kayla pov

I don't know what got me in this car with this man but I hate I was loving it.

We were parked right next to my car smoking and talking. He had the music going and we were vibing hard.

"Come on now. Erykah Badu killing Jill Scott."

We were having s debate on music. Of course this nigga was tripping.

"You bugging right now." I passed him the blunt back. He was rolling another on up. "Erykah is dope but she creeps people out."

"I guess we gon have to disagree on that."

"Umhm I guess." I pulled out my phone going to my Snapchat making videos.

"So ma what you think about this hot girl city girl shit trending in the world?" He asked lighting up blunt number 3.

" Not to sound like a hater but them hoes ain't doing nothing new. Women been fucking for money and scamming niggas. Shit. Me and my girls been on our hot girl shit." I laughed remembering how wild We we use to get.

"So you was scamming ma?" I frowned at him making him laugh.

"No! We just been bout our money. I'm well established baby. Been that before I got married." I stated correctly

"Damn my bad ma. I don't want no smoke." He said holding up his hands. "Speaking of marriage, how long you been off the boat?" He asked making me laugh.

"4 years"

"Damn. You have kids?" I felt the conversation taking a turn I wasn't with.

"Something tells me you know all you need to know about me Mr. Black. So I'm not trying to go there with you."

"You're right. I bet you know a lot too." He pressed starring at me.

"Sure do. What's so special about me anyways?" I asked taking the blunt. I was barely focusing on him because of how smoked out the car was and I was higher than giraffe pussy.

"I like ya style. Your whole vibe is addictive. That first night I saw you I couldn't stop thinking about you." I blushed looking down. " your mad gorgeous, beautiful, fine as hell." I laughed at him being hyped." Plus your a boss. I love that."

"You forgot one thing." He raises his brow.

"I'm married."

"I wish I gave a fuck ma. But I don't. " he said. Just like that. I didn't know what to say. "You don't want me?" He asked catching me off guard. I don't know. Do I?

"Parts of me." He smiled at e then leaned over to kiss my cheek.

"I'll take that. For now."

"What's that's suppose to mean?" I asked leaning on the arm rest. He leaned over getting close to my face.

"If I could Makayla, I'll leave you alone. I can't though. I don't want to disrespect your marriage completely so I'm not gon over do it with you. But I know now you want me. Well parts of you." He smiled making me blush." I want you a lot though." He got back serious starring in my eyes. "You and money might work shit out, but me and you gon happen regardless." He pressed his lips up to mines and i immediately grabbed his face deepening it. He pulled me over to his side leaving the seat back so that I could be on top of him. I straddle him and his hands found my ass. I allowed him to feel me up because I was deeming for it. He was pulling my hair and holding on to my neck as he control the kiss making me so horny. I felt his budge and began rising it. I was so hot right now.

"Let me make you cum." He mumbled against my lips. I opened my eyes seeing him starring with his eyes really low. "Let me taste you." He said again. I closed my eyes titling my head back as he began punching my nipples through my shirt. I was grinding hard on him feeling myself about to cum. He knew it and he stopped me.

"Why you do thattt?" I whined. He smiled while breathing all hard.

"I want to taste that. That's why."

"You so nasty." I shook my head smiling

"You have no idea baby." He kissed me again.

"Damn I'm on your joint." I said remembering I was a married women. Well separated. Almost.

I'm definitely keeping this a secret from the girls.

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