❛ today you asked if i could help you study for your calculus final in school. as much as i wanted to be the only one you ever needed in your life, i couldn't help out. i dropped out a while ago so calculus is new to me. i do have a friend who's excellent in all subjects.
i told you his name is kim namjoon. he's bright, handsome, and quite the charmer so i joked that you shouldn't fall for him and keep your eyes on only me.
you laughed. god, that beautiful laugh i listen to on repeat every night. i try not to let you see my recorder. i listen to you speak every night, playback the entire day's audio and edit out my parts so it's only your voice.
so beautiful.
you took namjoon's number down on your phone with a shy smile, and moved on to something i was more familiar with so i could help you study. it was fun watching your eyebrows furrow as you thought hard of the answer. your attitude was much more relieved and relaxed today than it was last week, when you were just getting to know me.
you're so lovely. ❜
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