Uhh.... \\\You Gotta Just ❤ Tyler🌻🌻

i was pissed but i hope you answer

Day 2 of Camp Flog Gnaw🐝🐝

Tyler
Why are u backing down now?!

     I was standing at stage 3 and I've been waiting for Earl for 2 hours at Camp to get ready to perform but this nigga texts me and saying he doesn't want to perform.

Sweatshirt
U my brother tyler but I cant do it

Tyler
U couldnt make that decision 2 months ago nigga?

Sweatshirt
i thought i was ready but i woke up in the middle of the night and the anxiety hit me so damn hard. it fucks wit me that i punked out on show day but i can't stomach it. maybe other time but not today

Tyler
what the fuck is wrong with you i dont even understand this, its the day of the fckn show and you cancel?

      I tried to feel mercy for him but im so pissed. This nigga hasn't performed on a stage in like 4 years. He's been struggling from depression for years now and it's been getting worse and it makes me worried for him But right now I'm just pissed. We were 20 minutes away from the performance and I know the crowd is going to be upset that there's no performance.

     I ran over to Rocky who was talking to Xaya.

Me: Earl cancelled

Rocky: What do you mean?

Me: He said he got fucking anxiety and can't perform I'm so pissed, like thats the most retarded thing I've ever heard.

Rocky: I told you he was going to back down. You know Earl, Tyler if he has anxiety theres nothing we can do....... Well what are you going to do?

Me: I don't know

     Then it clicked to me. I turned and looked at Xaya. Shes not Earl but I know the crowd is really still going to be excited.

Me: Xaya can you fill in for Earls spot?

Xaya:WHAT?! But i have not even-

Me:Please, we'll just find the instrumental to like 4 of your songs and you can just sing and Taco can figure out how to mix it.  Please Xaya.

   She bit her lip and I could tell that she was nervous.

Xaya:--Sure Tyler- ok fine

    I gave her a hug and swung her a little and gave her a mic. I ran to Taco explaining to him the situations and told him the songs to mix. In no time it was time for her to hit the stage. Xaya smilled at me before running on to the stage. As soon as she walked on stage the crowd went wild and fortunately they weren't mad.

Xaya: Wassgood Cali? So unfortunately Earl couldn't be here to perform so I got the chance to fill in for him. And give you guys a hell of a show. Is that cool?

      The crowd started screaming and wilding out.  She started singing and she sounded so angelic. Her live vocals seemed even better then the studio version. Through all of the songs I just sat behind set and listened to her voice echo through the carnival. When she finished the crowd went crazy and she was so hype by the end. She left the stage to the back stage and handed the mic to Lionel.

Lionel:Gah damn maybe we should've had you originally and not Earl.

Xaya: Nah, Earl would have been ten times better.I miss Earls music.

Me: Thanks for performing Xaya it means a lot.

Xaya: Thank YOU I just performed at Tyler The Creators carnival nigga you don't have to thank me for anything.

    She hugged me and went and talked to Frank

Clancy: Hey everyone,

    I turned and saw Clancy coming up the stairs. He's been in New York for 2 weeks working on some business stuff for me. We all aroused in excitement as we went to go dap him up. Clancy is my manager he's pretty much a father to me though.

Clancy:Glad I made it back in time. Hows it going? Also, does anyone know whats wrong with Earl he's not picking up his phone I called him like 4 times  10 minutes ago he didn't answer,

Me: I texted him an hour and a half ago. He said he was cancelling his perforamnce he said he get severe anxiety so i had to replace him with Xaya.

    Clancy turned to her and smilled.

Clancy: I've heard a lot about you, your music is amazing.

Xaya:Thank you

     While Xaya and Clancy conversated all that was going through my head was Earl. Was he ok?  I picked up my phone and started texting him.

Tyler
Yo you alright?

       No response. I typed the same sentence two more times and theres no reply. I even fucking called him to wake him up in case he was asleep but it just went to voicemail. Something was wrong.

Clancy could tell that I was tense because he kept asking me what was wrong.

Me: I think somethings wrong with Earl. He not picking up his phone and not answering my text, I'm gonna drive bye his house to see if he's ok.

Rocky: He's fine T, but I guess you never know with Earl.

     I ignored Rockys comment and ran to my car and drove to Earls house luckily it was only 5 minutes away. I banged on the door but it just swung open. I stepped into his house and it was dead quiet. I looked around the living room and kitchen and couldn't find him.

Me:Earl!?

   I shouted his name but still no response. Why would he leave the door open like that? I walked up to the stairs searching through the bathroom. Finally I entered his room. I walked in slowly and as I creeped in I saw Earl slumped down on his bed with his mouth open and pills on his bed.

-He was barely breathing.