Last Goodbye

the beginning yet end

"typical" your older sister said to you

"what" you said with a puzzled look

"nash...he's not a good boyfriend! give it up it's been 2 years you could of found better you know..." she looked you up and down while you were trying to contact Nash.

"you don't know him, you don't know what he's been through, okay? just leave me alone" you shouted, you started to cry, you were worried. why won't Nash answer you? What could he be doing? Is he okay?

you checked the time *12:17 pm* you decided to go and see Nash, to see if he is okay.

"He doesn't love you!" you heard your sister yell from the hallway

"HE LOVES ME MORE THAN YOU EVER WILL, OKAY?" you said with anger, you were upset but you couldn't show that to Nash...

you put your make up on to cover your tears, curled your hair a bit & started to walk to Nash's place. It was cold, you slightly shook while walking but you weren't far...only a street to go. not a sound had happened when you turned into Nash's street. You knocked, there was no answer. you knocked again but nothing had happened. You remembered that the kitchen window is always open, so you slid in through the window.

"Nash..." you said

"Nash I'm here" you spoke up

but you didn't get a response

You searched everywhere downstairs so you decided to go up stairs to Nash's room. You saw him, covered under the sheets, head in his pillow sobbing.

"Nash what's wrong, it's going to be okay, I'm here now, you'll be okay I promise..." you started to shed a tear, you couldn't look at him crying, it hurt you.

"I'm sorry y/n, I can't. I just can't, I'm sorr- you cut Nash off

"what are you talking about" you looked over to him confused

you looked down and watched Nash pull up his sleeves, you saw them. you saw Nash break, and you never knew.

"NASH NO DONT DO THIS NO!" you started to cry, more than ever

he hugged you, tighly, but tighter than ever. just like he hugs you before he leaves for magcon and you'd know he'd be gone for awhile...

you didn't want to ruin anything, so you let him continue his hug.

but you needed to know what's wrong

"Nash, explain"

he looked over at you with innocent eyes

"they got to me, all of them. they broke me. and I wish I didn't do it. I wish you came into my mind before I did it, I wish. but time is running out and I won't be here forever, I love you y/n but this is the end of Hamilton Nash Grier, remember me...remember who you are. you are my life, my happiness, you are my girlfriend" that was his last breath, the last you'll ever hear of him, the last embrace. he blinked one last time and struggled to get the last three words out of his mouth

"I love you" he was gone

"shhh" you stroked his cheeks and started to cry, you rested on his cold chest. your everything is gone. that was his last goodbye.