Chapter 14

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hee guyss, I've got some bad news... My parents want my laptop downstairs so I won't be able to update every single day. I'm going to try though, but I don't think it's going to work. Have fun with this chapter though xx

Harry's POV:

We are in my car and I am driving. We are going to Holland. I had to do it in an other way because the cease was still going on. But that doesn't matter. Emma is here with me. I never expected she would go with me. I guess Louis meant that much to her. He is really upset about it and I get that. But we can't talk. About nothing. When I start a conversation she ignores me, or she 'kills' the conversation by not asking me anything. This is going to be a long ride. Is there any way I can break the ice between us?

Emma is looking out side, not saying a word. It is silent. And I don't like it. So I reach for the radio to turn it on. As soon as I press the 'on' button, I hear music. God I love music. More than any other thing in the world.

I recognize the song immediately. It's 'Am I Wrong' from Nico and Vinz. I mouth the lyrics, normally I would sing a little. But Emma is here so I wont. The song ends and an other one comes up. 'Money On My Mind' from Sam Smith. I see Emma moving. I guess she can't sit still when she hears music. Just like me.

I decide to asks her something. "Do you like this song?"

She surprisingly answers me. "Yes, I do. I love Sam Smith's music."

It's not much, but it's a start. She doesn't sound harsh or anything. She sounds nice. I hope she will be like this for a long time. I watch the clock, it's nearly 7 PM.

"Are you hungry?" I ask her.

"No, not really." She replies. Yea, how could she be hungry. I'm not hungry either. Well, and if I were. I couldn't eat something because of the nerves? I guess so. God this is so hard. Why can't I have a normal life.

Oh, yea. I had a normal life. But I didn't like it, so I ran of. And now, I'm sitting in my car with a girl who barely wants to talk to me. Yes, that's what I want. I say sarcastically.

Louis's POV:

I saw her driving away with Harry. I'm glad she is with him. Although I don't like Harry that much, I know I can trust him. I know he will always be there for me. But I owed him that. He is the one who put me in trouble. Well, I guess so. I think so. But my mom thinks he was only helping me. Yea right. But now we are even. And I'm glad we are.

I just a few hours I am going to meet Jake. Even with the thought of meeting him, I'm almost puking. I'm scared. And you don't scare me off so easily. I know what he will do to me. And I may not survive this.

I've got only 400 pounds and that's just not enough for him. But it's the best I could do in such a short time. Do I? I could I do better? Ugh, this is so frustrating. I thought by running off, my problems were gone. But that's just such a dumb idea. How stupid can you be.

I check the time, it's 7 PM now. I am going to meet Jake at 10 PM. What am I going to do in those 3 hours. The 3 hours that could be the last one off my life. Wow, that sounds really depressing.

I miss Emma, I wish she was here with me. 3 hours with her, feels just like 3 minutes instead of hours. Time flies when you're having fun is what they always said. But I know now what they mean by that. But I'm the one who sent her away. And it's just killing me. I want to be with her. But I'm not. I sent her away for her own safety.

I'm glad she isn't alone. Maybe is she thinking about me too. I hope so. 5 past 7. Well, how awesome? Karma hates me, Jake hates me and now, time hates me too. Great. I say with a sarcasm overload. Well, I don't say it out loud. I just think it.

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