Midnight Memories

Chapter 29

Emma's POV:

And with this thought, I walk out of our room. Walking downstairs and start running. I feel the wind in my hair and it feels amazing. It clears my mind immediately. I put some music on, God I love this combi. I should have done this much earlier.

Hmm, where should I go to? I don't know this place, should I just walk around the block a few times or so?

Oh yea, who cares.

Sometimes it is nice to have someone, or in my case something, that answers the questions you made up in your own mind. 

A smile appears on my face and I breath in a few times, running is harder than I thought it would be. Although it feels nice, it feels nice for my body. 

I keep running for almost an half an hours and I feel my lungs burn and my legs hurt. I never felt a pain like this but it somehow feels good. Feeling I really did accomplished something. I know it sounds crazy, it's not that I have lost any weight or something like that. But it feels like it. 

I reach the front door and open it, I see Harry still sleeping. I check my watch and see it's 7:15 AM. 

I decide to get a shower so I walk towards the bathroom. I turn on the warm water and get in. It feels so good on my muscles. I really should have done this much earlier. I wash the shampoo off of my hair and even that I am done, I stay in the shower. It is way to addicting to put the water off. 

"Emma, is that you?" I hear some voice yelling at me, that would be Harry.

"Yes!" I yell back and I chuckle, who else could it be.

I hear his foot steps and they stop in front of the door, I can feel him hesitate and the smile on my face appears again. 

"Can I uhm... Can I come in?" He asks a bit shyly

I wait a few second until I answer him, just to tease him a bit. 

"Sure." 

He opens the door, looking to the ground. He is wearing some loose pants, wearing no shirt so you can see his tattoos clearly. He is so gorgeous. But after a few seconds he look at me, he looks me straight into the eyes. Thinking off the question 'Can I join you?' But he doesn't say it. 

"Sure, come ahead." I answer his unasked question. He is so vulnerable at this moment and I it is so cute. And just so not what I expected when I first saw him. I thought he was just some guy who knew he could get any girl and stuff like that. But he is just so shy and vulnerable. But he is loosing it a bit, I guess he just hung out to much with me. And I laugh a little at this thought. I don't know why, but my own mind can make me cry and laugh. Is that weird? 

Harry puts his clothes off and he opens the door from the cabinet. The shower is big enough for the both of us. 

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We were in the shower for around 15 minutes and it was nice. I have the feeling I can really trust him. WIth everything. Well, not quiet everything. I hate to admit it but I was a little uncertain. Does Harry really think that I am beautiful? And not too fat? Or..

God, I need to get ride of the uncertain thing. It's just not me. Uncertain and me are just not something that go well together. 

"Hee, where are you thinking about?" I hear Harry's'voice in my ear and I shake my head.

"Sorry, I was just thinking about something. Nothing important." I add quickly, the last thing I want is having a Harry that is worried about me. Nobody should be worried about me, especially Harry.

"Okay then. " He says and he smiles at me. He turns away from me and walks toward the closet. I should get dressed to I guess. 

Hmmm, what should I wear today? I look through my stuff, God I really don't have any clothes. 

Let me see, I have 3 pair off pants, 2 shirts and 2 hoodies, a few tank tops, some socks and underwear but that was kind of it. 

Nea, I don't care that much. I love the things I have and I am not really the girly-girly type of person. So it's fine by me. 

Right?

No, you should have some more clothes. Maybe you can buy some new ones here on in Hawaii.

Pff, why should you spend your presious money on something like clothes? That would be so selfish! You worked so hard for the amount of money you have right now, why throw it away for something stupid like clothes?

Don't listen to that thing, you have a good body so show it off some times. 

What? No, you are fat and those hoodies cover that. When you get nice and slim, yes THEN you can buy some new clothes. But not with this body.

He/she/it is right, I shouldn't be selfish and buy clothes. And show off a body that isn't even pretty. How stupid can I be for thinking I should buy new clothes?

Eventually I grab a pair of jeans, some comfortable shoes, a tank top and the hoodie I love the most. 

I put it all on and look in the mirror, but I guess that was a mistake. I shouldn't look into the mirror. The voice in my head was right, I shouldn't buy anything else than hoodies. Even my legs look like the legs from an elephant. 

Harry is walking to me from behind, I can see him in the mirror approaching me. He puts his arms around my waist and puts his head on my shoulder. I turn my head so I face him, but instead kissing me, he turns me around so we are facing each other. This time he does lean in for a kiss, but I turn my head so he kisses my cheek instead of my mouth. I laugh a little but turn my head towards him, he tries it an other time and this time I just let it happen. Our lips get attached. I open my mouth a little and he slips his tongue into my mouth. We kiss for a few more minutes and the we stop.

I slowly walk towards the bed and grab the map, we should decide where we want to go to. Stay here for a couple more days, or should we go to Hawaii? Or an other place and make some money?

God I just don't know. I want to get to Hawaii as soon as possible, but I don't know if we have enough money for that. 

We don't have that much money, at a point in our trip we sold Harry's car so we had enough money for a while, but after shelter and food and stuff like that, we don't have much 'working money' left. So I don't know what is a smart thing to do. 

"I want to go to Hawaii as soon as possible." I confess. 

"Yea I know that, and I think we can do it. But if so, we should go and look for some cheap plane tickets for tomorrow or the day after tomorrow. Because we only lose money if we stay here for a while. So shall I look for some plane tickets?" 

I nod, yea that sounds like a good idea to me. 

"What if... You go and find out about the plane tickets, and I will make us some breakfast? How does that sound to you?" I say and lean in for a swift kiss.

"Sounds like a good idea." He says as I pull back from our little kiss. 

I walk towards the kitchen to make some breakfast for the both of us. I get a tray and some bread, two plates and two cups. I put some butter on my piece of bread and some marmalade on the other one. I also let the water cook for the tea, I love tea. Especially in the morning, it is just so delicious and hot. 

I walk back towards our room with the tray in my hands and walk towards Harry.

He has a bith of a worried look on his face. "Is everything all right?" I ask him.

"We might have a problem."