snowflakes (jack frost X reader)

~chapter one~

Authors Note:
This chapter is a bit weird but hopefully chapter two will be better. Also this chapter contains self harm so if you're sensitive DONT READ.

Snowflakes gently landing on the velvety snow and the sound of snow crunching with every footstep were your favourite parts of winter. But today you couldn't admire these things like you usually did. Instead you sat on a wooden bench and contemplate on what happened.

"(Think of a random problem)" I thought to myself.

After being more depressed than usual, I decide to walk back to my room.

A tear rolls down my cheek as I fall deeper into my toxic thoughts. I just wanted to take a long nap to stop all the thoughts from overflowing my brain for a while. I felt an immediate urge to something to do something I knew I shouldn't be doing.

I rummaged through several drawers in my room. Sitting on my bed and tears continuing to escape my eyes, I began to glide a blade repeatedly onto my arm.

As blood flooded certain areas of my arm, I felt an immediate rush of regret.

I hadn't cut myself for several weeks up til this moment. I was so disappointed in myself. I needed someone now more than ever, I had never felt so alone.

~Just as you have that thought you feel as if someone is observing you~

I look to the right... no one. I look to the left but this time I saw someone, someone familiar.

"Am I going crazy?" I thought to myself.

"Do I know you, you seem familiar" I say, wiping my tears away. I completely ignored the fact that he went into room without my permission or without me knowing. Someone in my shoes would've been afraid but for some reason I felt calmer.

"I'm Jack Frost, you know me. You used to love me a few years back" Jack says smiling.

"Yes... now I remember. How could I not recognize you... I guess I'm just distracted..." I reply a bit glumly.

Jack walks over to my bed and sits near me.

"I saw what you were doing (Y/n). I came if you need someone. I care about you and I don't want you hurting yourself" Jack says as he's putting his cold arm around my shoulder.

"H-How do you know, can you always see me? I ask confused and slightly embarrassed.

"I know what happened and why you were doing what you did. And yes, I can see what you do most of the time." Jack replys.

You begin to blush in embarrassment since you thought he was really hot.

"Why do you often see me?... huh?" I say jokingly.

"Well... uh... I think you're really pretty (Y/n)" Jack says as he looks down.

I was confused since I've always thought that I am really ugly. I was also pretty shocked to find out someone like that goddess would think that I was pretty.

~Hmm~

"I'm sorry... did I make you uncomfortable (Y/n)" Jack asks after both of us being silent for a moment.

"No it's okay" I say smiling at him. He smiles back and looks at me with those blue eyes of his. "Thank for being here, you made me feel better but think I want to take a nap.." I say.

"Ok... bye" Jack says wraps his cold arms around, giving me a hug. He begins to walk away but I stop him.

"Wait... will I ever see you again?" I ask a bit glumly.

"Yes, I'll visit you as often as I can (Y/n)" Jack says blushing once more. Jack leaves my room by my window.

I lay on my bed and attempt to go sleep but I can't. I cant stop thinking about Jack.

I could list a million things perfect about him even though I only saw him in person once. The way his hair matched the snow or the way his eyes were the most beautiful shade of blue. I have never felt this way about anyone before.

~You were so concentrated thinking about Jack since you had completely forgot about the problem you had earlier~