Euphoria ✔

열다섯

I get breathtakingly euphoric
My surroundings become more and more transparent ; you are the cause of my euphoria
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Transparent
allowing light to pass through so that objects behind can be distinctly seen

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I held tightly to the olders hand as Yoongi approached our table. My anxiety had gotten worse over the last couple days. My heartrate peaked as he neared us. Jin defensively held onto Jimin while Hoseok guarded myself.

"Oh look its the island of misfit toys." he laughed. An evil smirk plastered on his face.

"Just leave Yoongi." Jin growled from the other side of the table.

The younger simply scoffing and shoving the nearest kid from their seat. The nearest kid just happening to be Hoseok. My arm being yanked forwards as he fell to the ground. Everyone around turning to stare in awe. Watching as the scene unraveled. Yet no one daring to stop it.

I closed my eyes breathing deeply as Taehyung walked forward. Stopping to rest his elbow on the elders shoulder. Jin stood up with a jolt and walked quickly around the table to face the two bullies.

"What the fuck is wrong with you?" he said shoving the shorter boy before him,

"and you," turning to the younger and speaking harshly, "do you really think this piece of shit is better company than Jungkook? The nicest guy I myself have ever met. Huh?"
Tae frowned slightly before faltering a smile.

All as Yoongi grumbled a bit heading back to the table. Considering the teachers were coming back from their own lunchbreak. Jin simply helped Hoseok up before helping Jiminie with his bags and walking towards class.

Hobi grabbed my hand and lead me towards the gym. Where of which he began playing a song and dancing mid court. I sang quietly and watched as the beautiful being before me danced with such fluidity and grace that I couldn't even begin to imagine that only a week ago he was fighting people aggressively.

People such as myself. And now he was kissing me. And holding me close before dancing away the pain. Keeping me stable throughout the horrible game of life.
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*24 hours ago*
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"Why are you doing this to me, Hoseok?" I ask with tears in my eyes. The brown orbs still glued on his.

"What do you mean?" I laugh slightly not able to believe what was happening to me. Though it wasn't funny. It was scary.

"You broke me every day. Beat me, abused me, mocked me. Not only that but you made me feel like I was nothing. And then suddenly you show up telling me you are in love with your best friend and then kiss me. Most likely imagining that it was him not me.

Then you shut me out again leaving me feeling like complete shit. Like I was just a toy. Put me through total hell. Now you want to show up again and pretend like none of it ever happened.

Saying I was always the one or some hallmark type shit. I actually do love you. But im just afraid that you still aren't telling the truth and-" his lips touched mine again before retreating and wrapping me in his arms.