The troyler secret (a troyler fanfic)

Sobbing (chapter 5!)

I guess there's a trigger warning to anyone suffering from depression or self harm

There was a dead silence as none of us wanted to speak

I got the guts and stuttered on my words "uhh t-Tilly? Wwwwhats wrong-g?"

He lets out another little whimper. "I'm fine I promise"

I leave him without a reply and pace the floor of the living room. I panicked. What could possibly be up with my boyfriend and why would he not have told me?

My emotions got the best of me and soon I burst into tears. I sat on the coffee table and sobbed into my hands

Soon a very warm embrace came upon me and I began to sob into Tyler's shoulder.

Then I realized, Tyler!

I stopped sobbing and looked deeply into his swollen eyes, his cheeks wet from tears

"Tyler, tell me what's up please" "there is absolutely nothing up, Troye"

I start to sob again. Tyler sobs too and I grab his hands. Tyler immediately pulls away.

I stop sobbing and try to grab his hand again but he pulls them behind his back and continues to sob.

I try to get Tyler's attention and realized he was ignoring me purposely

I shook him. "Tylerr!" "Huh? I *sobs* just don't want you to see what a monster I've become"

"Tyler how could you possibly have become a monster?" I asked full if worry. I got no response. I paced up to the kitchen and back to where Tyler was sitting and suddenly switched on the lights

"Tyler" i said "show me your hands" "n-no please Troye don't do this" I stomped towards him

"Tyler hold my hand" "but I -I don't want to right now" "Tyler!"

Tyler placed his hand on top of mine. My eyes largened as I see what lays before my eyes

I was dumbfounded and extremely surprised.

"T-Tyler what, why?" "There is stuff going on that you shouldn't know about" Tyler glanced at his phone which lay before him

I picked up his phone and suddenly a new message pops up. From dad.

My curiosity got the best of me and I opened the message "Tyler where are you? I haven't heard from you in over a week! I'm really worried and I promise we can fix you"

I looked at Tyler astounded

He rubbed his hands through his hair

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