I wont say im in love

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^^Pic of Luke

This chapter is written badly sooo heads up and sorry it took a while to write because I'm still trying to get over my dad saying he doesn't care if I kill myself SO YEA

Warning
suicide action

The rest of my classes went by pretty fast, now it was lunch, luckily I ran into mist on my way, we both headed to the cafeteria and sat down at the corner table.

"So are you going to have anything thing for lunch" mist ask me, I hesitated to answer at first because I didn't want her to now about my eating disorder.

"Hmmm, not hungry, I already ate this morning" I lied, luckily she believed me, I was scared to know what she would think of me if she found out that I cut myself or have an eating disorder, I was to scared to loose the first person who ever cared for me as a friend.

When mist was talking to me about her hobbies and stuff, I soon found out my eyes were drifting to a certain table

The table that had Luke and he's gang

It seemed like mist notice because I heard her say "ooooooooo someone has a cruuuuush" she started Teasley, I felt my cheeks become heated

"N..no I don't, he's just a jerk" I lied again "hmmmmmm sure, when someone has love in there eyes it could only mean you hate him...are sure" she said. I soon gave in "f..fine I have a crush but I'm not in love anyway both mine and his birthday are in 4 days which means we're going to find our mates." I stated

Mist just looked at me with a grim "ooooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhh, but what if you're his mate". I just stayed quiet. Before she could say anything else the bell went off

Now I know what people mean by saved by the bell, I got up and walked out of the cafeteria before mist could say anything.

|||time skip|||

It was the end of last period and I was walking through the hall but I was suddenly pulled into an empty, dark room. I was slammed against a wall.

When I looked up I then saw the three figures I was hoping to not run into...Luke,mike and miröuné, they all were laughing at my weakness.

"Awwwww look how weak the omega without a wolf is" mike taunted. Then I suddenly felt a punch to my stomach

I slowly slid to the floor and that's when I felt all three of them started to kick me, I felt a few on my ribs, I had also got kick in the face

When they were down they walked out like nothing happened, I stayed there laying the floor which felt like hours but was probably only a few min

When I got my strength I slowly got up, every time something like this happen I'll always go back to the pack house and lock myself in the basement since they say omegas don't deserve proper rooms, and that's were I would get my blade

A lot of people will probably say that's not the best idea but it helps me

I ran home and went down to the basement, luckily they didn't call me to work, I went to my rugish looking' bed and pulled the box out from under it

I opened it and took the blade out, I brought the blade up to my wrist and drag it across, I've been doing this a few more times.

When I was done I placed the blade back into the box, I cleaned by arm and pulled down my sleeves,

After that I just went to bed because the luna said she was giving me an afternoon break so I just went to sleep, two more days till mine and Luke's birthday is,

|||lukes pov: after they were beating up Liam|||

Me, mike and miröuné were walking out of the room after we were down with that omega but for some reason I was having a bad feeling, but to be honest Liam is cute

But the only reason I'm doing this is because of my reputation of alpha and the popular kid, 'kid you know if you keep doing that to the poor kid you'll regret it' my wolf spade scolded me on, ugh i already regret it

I just walked back to the pack house ignoring on spade scolding me

When I walked in I was greeted by most of the pack, I walked into the kitchen see a girl who's name is Amy, she was cooking dinner for the pack?

Weird usually Liam would cook, "yea ummm Amy right? Isn't the omega supposed to cook for the pack?"

After I said that she turned around before say "oh Luna said that she gave the omega a break. Idk why, so I volunteered to cook" and after that me and the pack sat down and ate

After I was done with I went up stairs and went to bed.

Author note
I HUNGRY MY STOMACH WONT STOP GROWLING

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