Teardrops

A Promise

After the tears ended Chris was filled in my own tears it was super hard for me to let her go as I said she promised she would protect me and she broke it I can't believe her why would she do this to me I even made the same promise and now I can't even protect her anymore Chris it hurts so much he put my head up saying well if she is doing this crap to you then she is not really a good friend I looked at him furious saying no I'm not letting her go no she was not always like this she was sweet and kind she is just mad at me for something I said and I can't really say it because I regret it so bad of what I said to her he said ok don't flip on me ok I was only saying that ok but alright fine as my fury turned to instant tears as I said I loved her so much like a sister,I looked up to her,she made me feel different like I belonged,she always had my back when I needed her,she always helped me with heartbreak,she had the same darkness like me,she was always there to make me smile and laugh on those bad days I just can't believe that's all gone now I'm alone for eternity Chris picked me off the ground saying don't you dare say that you have me as he pushed me back in his side as I did the same thing his shirt was more drenched in my tears as it dropped from his shirt onto his pants it was like I was crying for hours and hours in pain as I cried I put on a Shawn Mendes song reminding me of her and making me cry some more.