Teardrops

The Vision

As I looked at Chris with my eyes getting scared as my eyes darted at his knowing this was going to happen just like that vision we saw as parts of my broken heart still beaten like a drum I was nervous about it thinking should we be doing this together? It was pretty crazy what we were going to do my eyes could not stay off his as he leaned in closer and closer as my body touched his my hands pressed on his chest saying Should we be doing this? As Chris said what did the vision say? Ignoring my question I said well I really don't know how to say it or even explain it but should we be you know kissing? Chris said why are you nervous I said well yeah but he pulled me closer as his grip got tighter he was super strong you could tell he has been working out lately as I looked at him nervously I was blushing like crazy thinking my crush is going to kiss me here and omg this might be a risky thing eek as I felt me shaking up inside thinking about if what we were about to do right now was right or wrong he pulled me closer as his grip got tighter on me he was really strong and had no mercy for what we were going to do I loved him a lot but really I was just really nervous I never kissed a boy for a long time and I kind of forgot how to do it since my last kiss with one turned out so bad I felt this moment would never happen to me ever again but it did and it was happening right there with my high school crush.