Okay sorry I know I haven't written anything still forgive me but anyways OMG I just read a bowers gang fanfic and my heart is broken it didn't have a happy ending and it made me wanna commit, I literally cried so hard while reading it and I just wanna talk about cause Christ all mighty did I sob, okay so the character is named Jennifer or goes by Jenny and she lets the bowers gang run trains on her whenever they want sometimes it's voluntary most of the times it's not but anyway through out the story it's her experience getting raped and brutally abused by all of them but Belch and Victor the writer sticks to the whole Patrick goes missing thing so when he does she starts hanging around Henry more since Belch and Victor feel guilty about fucking her skip some more time of her being raped n shit Henry as a lowkey heart to heart with Jenny and she starts to like him skip some more time and Henry's dad beat him and he's angry about so he takes his anger out on Jenny and brutally beats her, she ends up running away and stumbles upon Patrick and the other dead children and long story short pennywise kills her but after a month of Jenny going missing Beverly decides to invite Henry to walk with her somewhere( I forgot I think school or something) and while they're walking they're talking about Jenny and the mf part that broke my heart was this "if you looked closely enough at the corner of Henry's eyes you could see tears " fuck, I loved that bitch" omfg I'm tearing up just writing that like omg he loved her and throughout her time with them she could talk about how she would want to be seen as just like one of the bowers gang members not just a thing to fuck and then during the walk with Bev he was talking about how Jenny was like one of them and a gang member and ooooo I couldn't stop crying like that's all she wanted and she'll never get to know because bitch ass pennywise but yeah that's all I had to say it's way better than how I explained it I promise
