hey guys! how have y'all been? i know most people don't even bother to read this because it isn't an actual book but this is where i usually put my thoughts and you can see how my writing skills have changed over the past year. i know i haven't written much but it's kinda hard to be positive if i don't believe it.
people ask how i am and of course i say i'm fine. but i want people to look me in the eyes and say 'stop lying. are you really ok?' but as you can already guess, no one has done that. sometimes i wonder if people actually care about what i'm thinking or if i'm ok. yes this sounds super depressing but these are just my thoughts.
i know i have family and friends but i still feel so alone. my family doesn't know i've been depressed because they just wouldn't believe it because how i act around them. they don't know i cry myself to sleep or that i've actually thought about ending my life. my friends care but only to a certain extent. some act like they care more then they do but i have only 2 friends that really understand.
madyson and daniella. bless these two girls souls. they have out up with my depressing bull shit for so long and i can't even count how many times they've called me out for it then make me laugh so much i completely forget about it.
madyson,
god i love you to death and honestly i miss you so much. i hate that you had to move and i know it's gonna be forever until i see you again but a girl can only hope right? 😂❤️ you've been there since the beginning of 2017 and i hope you know you mean the world to me. god i absolutely love that your addicted to star wars and drawing. you're an amazing artist and honestly you have some real talent. don't let anyone tell you other wise!!! btw r2d2 is my favorite also
~faith 🤷♀️💞
daniella,
you've called me out on my depressing bulls hit more times then i can count and i will forever be grateful for you doing that. you've made me pull through depression more than once even though my dumbass always starts relapsing. you make me laugh on the daily and i miss talking to you more often but your dumbass broke ur phone and a soccer game 😂. i hope you and i talk more and i absolutely love that you and i are so alike and that you and i are joined to the hip most of the time. i think you know every secret about me and so does madds 😂❤️.
~faith 🤷♀️💞
i know that you might never see this but honestly i don't care. just know i love you and i hope you marry a man that loves you as much as i do ❤️❤️
-Faith Hope
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