!!!!!Warning: this chapter contains self harm!!!
That chapter is for hiccanna088 ,sorry for the long wait.
Lloyd POV.
The knife in my hand felt cold. But that was okay , cold was better than nothing. Nothing was bad. Nothing means I'm dead .An the green Ninja can't die ,not now,not ever .
The green Ninja is the hero of Ninjago, and heros don't feel weak. The green ninja is the savior of thousands of lifes ,if he can save me, Lloyd? Well that's a diffrent Story.
I don't know if I can save myself.
The cuts on my arms brought tears to my eyes and my head was spinning, than I heard footsteps.
Garmadons POV.
It was a Long day and I was tired, getting old really sucks. I worry about Lloyd , in the last time he was very silent and he looks like he lost weight. I should talkn to him ,maybe he'll tell me whats wrong. Slowly I went to his room and frowned when I saw he wasn't there.Then I hear a soft whimper in the bathroom. Alarmed I ran to the bathroom and knocked gently . "Lloyd? Are you in there? Is everything alright,little one?
When I didn't got an answer I opened the door, and I thouht my heart stopped: There was my beloved son kneeling on the Floor with tears on his face and blood on his arms. I rushed to him and gatherd him in my arms and took some towels to stop the bleeding ,thanks to god the cuts weren't to deep ,so I could focus on my son ,who sobbed in my arms. "Ssssshhh Little one,it's alright , dad's here now . Everything will alright ." I sat on the hard floor and gently rocked him back and forth. He kept crying quietly but didn't say a thing. That was okay, I just kept holding him and pressed my head in his hair where I left little kisses. This isn't Lloyds fault ,it's mine I shoul have talked to him, I shoul have looked after him. I may can't change the past , but I can change the future an I want to see my son smile again ,I will be there for him .
What else is a father for?
If I ever had a talent for this ,I think a lost it now even to my ears sounds that weak.Sorry for grammer and spelling mistakes , I'm very tired .And sorry for the long wait ,I haven't forgotten this story an hope the next updates will be sooner an happier.
I love everyone who leaves a comment which says this chapter isn't terrible <3
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Garmadons little boy _english
FanfictionHey this is my first story in english on wattpad .......maybe its not so good but I will give my best:) It will be a bunch of oneshots about the relationship of Lloyd and his father ,cause I love them both so much and I think its so cute!
