Treacherous 2

Chapter 18

I sniffed and I opened my eyes.

I stared at Harry's neck for few seconds before I realised that Harry is engaged with someone and he cannot be there for his ex when he is about to move on. I didn't wanted to be a home breaker.

I slowly leaned out of the hug, looked up at Harry. As soon as I leaned out, Harry immediately wiped his eyes.

Was he crying too?

The way he hugged me, so tightly, made me feel like the 'need of me' hasn't still eliminated from his heart.

"Harry..." I frowned with emotional eyes.

"Yeah?" He sniffed and looked up at me.

"Can I ask you something?" I asked quietly.

He just nodded. He was numb.

"Do you need someone like me?" I scanned his face.

"Like you?" "There isn't anyone like you" he spoke in a cracked and raspy voice.

"There is" I looked in his eyes.

He stared at me for few seconds being confused, before realising it.

"Hannah?" He asked with a small frown.

I just smiled a bit at him and nodded slowly.

"She is mine already" he tried to smile. "I wish I had a daughter like her" he scoffed humorously taking a note of how unlucky he is and how disturbed his life to even wish that.

"What if your wish turns true?" I didn't know what was going inside me.

"What?" "What do you mean" he asked soberly like he knew it wasn't possible in anyway.

Should I?

Or

I shouldn't.

Just one step closer to give Hannah her Dad and Harry his daughter.

Also one last chance to rethink and be selfish atleast once in a life time.

"Katherine can give you a daughter" I decided.

I can't.

"But she won't be like me" "Maybe me and her can bond and can make her like me?" I covered.

I need more time.

He scoffed again in the same way before sitting on the bed, hiding his lower face in his palms.

"Katherine!" he was smiling sarcastically at the floor.

"Harry..." I got worried as his expressions were fishy. I placed my hand on his shoulder and sat besides him.

"Katherine! Katherine! Katherine!" "Why is this problem behind me since college" "fuck!"

He suddenly growled to himself and I jumped.

I stared at him for few seconds before he grabbed my hand from his shoulder and held it in his hands, tight.

"All I wanted in my life is to live forever with the person I loved since the beginning" "But the fucking destiny kept playing games!" He looked at my hand and yelled.

"Harry I think we shouldn't talk about this" I tried to remove my hand from his.

He didn't let me do that and gripped it even more tighter, tangling our fingers together.

"Harry" I sighed and leaned my forehead on his shoulder.

"If I don't speak it out it's just going to eat me up from inside and you are the only one I can tell all these things" "All the things which kept filling in me since 5 years! They just want to burst out now" he said in a low voice and leaned his head on mine.