Give it a name | Taekook

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„Taehyung, can you explain this?" Angry voice interrupts the others work. He looks up, seeing Jungkook handing him some paper. He could almost see flames in the ravenettes eyes. Taehyung looks at the paper and goes through it. There it is. Everything is wrongly calculated and even when it's obviously wrong, it's still signed with lot of people.
„Oh shit. I'm sorry."
„You should be, Taehyung, what is wrong with you lately? It's not the only mistake I found."
„I don't, I'm really sorry, I'll correct it or do it again." Taehyung panics and tries to rewrite it again.
„Do it fast, Taehyung, correctly, I need it in 2 hours." Jungkook says and gets back to his desk.
Actually it's been almost 2 weeks, since Taehyung isn't in his right mind. It's like this since Mrs. Jeon asked him to be the manager, that he's not really useful as Jungkook's assistant, he has Ki Yeol. The brunette did notice them having small conversations each and every time Jungkook goes out and gets back. How they laugh together and those subtle touches like patting backs and there was a lot more. Of course, they were close friends, but Taehyung couldn't help it.Ki Yeol is the one that Jungkook discusses work with. Jungkook doesn't pay attention to him as his boyfriend when they're at work. Jungkook doesn't even texts him after work. He didn't even contact him about anything this last weekend and to be honest Taehyung was too much depressed to even talk to Jungkook. Yes, Taehyung is jealous, angry, hurt but more important madly in love with Jungkook and he feels like he's the only one.

It's late afternoon, both Taehyung and Jungkook are still stuck in the office with the last paperworks. Taehyung decides to confront Jungkook about what he feels. He decided it and it's ok like this.
„Jungkook, let's break up." A sentence that gains the said males attention. The ravenette looks confused at Taehyung who wears really serious face. „Why?"
„I don't know, i didn't expected it to be.. empty? If that's the right word for it." "I don't want to."
„What do you mean?"
„See? You don't even realize it. It's been two weeks since anything happened between us. You don't even look at me. You act like i am just your assistant nothing else, just an assistant." Taehyung could feel his eyes tearing up. „I wanna quit being your assistant and your boyfriend, if we ever were a couple." He gulps feeling a lump in his throat. He can feel a tear sliding his cheeks so he quickly wipes it.
„Taehyung.. I.." Jungkook is just speechless. "Don't let me go."
„You have Ki Yeol anyway." Taehyung says at last, packs his stuff and goes home.

One day Taehyung wakes up by vibrating phone. He reaches it and looks on the display. It's a message from Jimin.
J: Hey TaeTae, are you ok? Haven't heard of you for a long time.
T: Yeah, I'm ok. "What a lie."
J: Do you want to meet up? I have to tell you something.
T: Ok, I'll stop by before lunch.
It's been another month. Yes, the whole month and Taehyung wasn't over the break up. Jungkook didn't even care. There wasn't even a small reaction from him regarding the break up, not even message. Taehyung closed himself from anybody. He started to work at the caffé, he even asked Mrs. Jeon not to tell Jungkook. He became very close friend with Jin. He felt miserable, devastated. Even though he was the one to break up with Jungkook, it wrecked him so bad. Not because it was just another break up, but because it was with a man. He was straight, never thought about dating a man, but there he was, met a man, fell in love with him, yet he had to break up with him. The pain is so strong, too strong.
Taehyung gets up, takes a shower and get something for breakfast. In a free time he checks emails, he can work from home sometimes. He does the paperwork for the Caffé, but still help with service. Taehyung checks that everything is ok at his apartment and sets off to Jimin's place.

„Taehyung!" Jimin welcomes him with a tight hug.
„Hello, Jimin." Taehyung gives him a light pat on his back signalizing that he can let go of him.
„How are you? You kind of disappeared from everyone." Jimin takes him in a living room, where to Taehyungs surprise sits Yoongi on a couch.
„Yoongi?"
„Oh yeah, hey." The blond man just waves him.
„What is it?" Taehyung turns to face Jimin with some type of poker face on his face and one eyebrow
„Oh yeah, i wanted to tell you that me and Yoongi live together now."
„Is that it?" Taehyung says not really satisfied with it being the only thing that his best friend wanted to tell him.
„Yeah.." Jimin says hesitantly. Taehyung turns around about to leave, when JImin stops him.
„Hey Tae.. is there something wrong? I mean.. you're not you anymore. Nobody actually knows what are you doing, not even Jungkook"
„Don't bring him up, I'm leaving." He says coldly and Jimin releases heavy sigh as he watches his best friend leave.

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a.k.a Me being the shitty writer again