Give it a name | Taekook

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"Oh no.."
„Hello, Taehyung." The ravenette greets him after a while of watching Taehyung panicking and contemplating his life.
„Do you need something, Jungkook?" Taehyung asks him trying to sound cold and unbothered. Jungkook's eyes are piercing him silently making Taehyung nervous, like a lot, he can't be more nervous right now.
„I don't know, mind explaining your sudden disappearance?"
„Why is it always my fault? You didn't even apologize to me, to your boyfriend at that time, that you completely ignored me." Taehyung crosses hands on his chest demanding explanation from Jungkook instead. He's actually willing to talk to him.
„Do we have to talk outside?" Jungkook soothes his voice, trying to change Taehyungs mind a little bit.
„Yes." An cold answer was said, Jungkook just sighs, his expression changing into something Taehyung has never seen going with the ravenette. Guilt.
„Ok, look.. I'm sorry, babe, I didn't treat you right, i know.. I'm sorry.." Jungkook takes a step closer, but Taehyung backs away.
„Try it more honestly."
„Tae, come on. I mean it! I've never been so clumsy in my life like i was when you disappeared..."
„I know.." The brunette lets out silente sentence which of course does make it to the ravenettes ears.
„You knew?" Jungkook looks at him in a disbelief.
„Yeah, your mother never stopped ranting about you, like you didn't pay attention at all, like careless and hasty you were with decisions." Taehyung saddens, „And I don't even know why is that connected to me, but all I was thinking about was that maybe you don't like me at all, that I was just someone to play with, even tho we haven't really done anything. Then I heard from Ki yeol that you're calling him at nights, after that you didn't talk to me for 2 weeks.." He can feel tears in his eyes. Jungkook steps even more closer trying to embrace Taehyung in his arms but the other flinches and steps away. „Stop it. I need it that before, not now." Taehyung composes himself, wipes tears from his eyes.
„Taehyung.. I'm really sorry.." He can sense the desperation is his voice.
„All you say is sorry, but that's not enough, you're missing something. You might want to tell me, when you find it, but i'm not sure if I'll want to hear it." Taehyung turns around wanting to leave, but Jungkook stops him by catching his wrist.
„Why do you think I'm here, Taehyung?"
„I really don't know, Jungkook, you tell me!" Taehyung snaps at him visibly really irritated by how dense the other is. „To scold me that I left? To force me to go back being your assistant? You're like this Jungkook."
„I love you, Taehyung."... „See? You don't... what?" Taehyung widens his eyes looking surprised at Jungkook.
„I love you." Jungkook repeats himself,looking him straight in the eyes, loosening the grasp on Taehyung wrist slowly making it fall along his side. The sincerity in his eyes is enough for Taehyung to melt. His cheeks tints in a bright red.
„S-s-so you'll go around telling me you l-lo-love me this time." Taehyung tries to hide everything. He doesn't want to feel again so vulnerable, but he can't runaway. He doesn't know.. but Jungkook sees him through, in a second Jungkook gently connects his lips with Taehyungs. Affectionately pressing kisses onto the others lips and Taehyung tries to fight him. He tries to push him away but Jungkook is really strong and Taehyung just can't help it. He missed him but he doesn't return any of those kisses. The brunette manages to get away from him. Breathing heavily and looking at Jungkook confused and angry at the same time.
„You can't just kiss me and expect it to be all good! You hurt me." Taehyung snaps at him, yelling his feelings. „Do you really think that you kiss me and I'll come to you like a puppy who was waiting for his loved owner?"
"I lowkey was, but nevermind."
„And you think that I go kissing and confessing my love around?!" Jungkook snaps back at him. „I was really trying hard to find you for the whole past month. Now, that I found you, gave you an apology you deserve, because I didn't know I was hurting you that much, I confessed to you. But you're running away again. Not giving me a chances."
„I gave you one before, Jungkook.. and you did it again!!"
„That's why I'm here, Taehyung.. for fuck sake!" Jungkook runs his hair with frustration. Taehyung just watches Jungkook in disbelieve, thinking about what situation is this and how did he ended up in it. Oh yeah, forgot he did run away from Jungkook, from everyone, just because he was hurt. He can feel his eyes watering. „I just want another one.. and treat you right.." Jungkook adds almost desperately.
„And maybe I just wanted to run away from you..." Taehyung says. Salty pearl running down his cheeks.
„But why..?" Jungkook asks softly, reaching to him wiping away the tear gently.
„I was Jealous. You and Ki Yeol look like perfect couple, at the same time you didn't pay attention to me and you were just calling Ki Yeol at nights and.. i don't know.. I was hurt and jealous and confused.. why.." Taehyung starts mumbling fast feeling Jungkook's hand on his cheek. "It's so calming.." He leans in the touch.
„Do you want to know why I was calling him at nights, babe?" Taehyung just sighs. „I was doing extra work till early mornings so I could be with you the whole weekend.. I was really busy after that one.. and you don't have to be jealous because of it.. There's nothing between me and Ki Yeol.. we're just close friends, he helped a lot." Jungkook's looking at him with apologetic look. He then wraps his arms around Taehyung and embraces him in a hug. And Taehyung? He leans in first but then steps away earning confused look from Jungkook. He has to do this, he needs to do this.
„I'm sorry, Jeon."   

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This is to remind you that I am a shitty author, like really, i am, i dont know what i'm doing anymore.
I have already written all the chapters till the end and completed this book, but here i am.. rewriting it and making it a lot different, lol

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