Please Eat

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Part 1

Jungkook barley ate anymore
He thought he was too fat and not perfect enough for his boyfriend

So whenever he ate with his lovely boyfriend he would pretend to chew it but later he
would go into the bathroom and puke out his meal.

But soon he had gotten used to the icky smell coming from his mouth

He just wanted to pretty enough for his boyfriend's liking

But deep down he knew that Namjoon
had fallen in love with him not because of his looks

But because he was the cute frail boy in his English class
with the most adorable smile

But Jungkook let the voices get to him

Telling him that his boyfriend only dated him because
he felt pity towards the small boy

Whenever his boyfriend had a night shift when he worked
Jungkook would cry himself to sleep and not eat dinner

Yes he was starving himself

He hated that whenever he ate
his stomach couldn't handle the food he had digested

He just wanted a slim body for his boyfriend to like
Even if he was hurting himself in process

~Jungkook's POV~

"Hey, Baby." I heard Joonie whisper into my ear

"What?" I said with a bit of annoyance since I didn't want to get out of bed

"Oi, I'm your hyung."

"S-sorry Joonie h-hyung."

I hated myself for stuttering in front of my boyfriend

Why couldn't I control my emotions

"It's fine, but I wanted to ask you a question."

Did he find out about my secret?

Oh no did Jimin hyung tell him?

I'm gonna kill Jimin

(Calm down Jeon Jungkook)

"W-what's your q-question?"

I gulped waiting for the dreaded question to leave his mouth

"Are you ill?"

Why would he ask that?

I'm not ill

Yes, you are

No I'm not

Yes, you are seek help already or it'll get worse

I'm okay

No, you're breaking yourself

"W-w-what?"

I nervously bit my bottom lip

I could feel the tears in my eyes

"Baby, don't cry. I just want to make sure you're healthy is all."

He said while cupping my cheeks

Then lightly pecked my lips

"I-I-I'm fine Joonie don't worry about it."

I cheerily said

Even though I just wanted to cling onto his shirt and cry into his chest

But instead I faked a smile

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