The sound of Struggle

2

The Alarming sound of the lunch bell. Stung my ears as I stroll through the second set of doors that lead to our lobby.

"Ayeeee waddup kj" I could hear my homeboy Kevin yell. I heard his loud ass. But couldnt see him.

"behind you Bruhh" he directed. I quickly spun around. "Aww waddup bug" I dapped up with him and gave him a hug. You prolly wonder why I call him bug? Well he got that name from the seniors our freshman year. They said Its cause he so small and annoying. He think its cause he's sneaky.

"Bruhh you seen Dazha yet? Her booty looking fat as hell I promise!" His loud and obnoxious voice filled the hallway.

"I just got to school. I ain't even seen my teachers yet *laughs* Bug you too much bro"

We slowly walked to the lunch room. Everyone was piled in lines. Pushing to get to the free cookies we have every Thursday. Bug pushed his way through. I managed to follow him.

As soon as we get to the cookies we see Dazha and her annoying ass sister Penny. "Dazha there go yo boo" I could hear penny whisper. Bug started digging through the cookies tryna find the biggest plastic wrapped one.

"He not my boo" Dazha whispered. She started blushing. Her milk brown skin completion highlighted her Brown eyes. Her hair was curled away from her face. She had on a mickey mouse crop top with some cute red leggings on. I was trying my hardest not to smile.

Me , bug , Dazha and penny was all in the system at one point. But Penny and Dazha lucked up when they got adopted by the hendersons ( only the richest mfs in toneka ) they got adopted when Dazha was 7 and Penny was 6. Just like me and bug.

"Hey stupid" penny spat. Swear she get on my nerves. "Hey luh ugly" I mocked back. "Y'all stop" Dazha added. "Where you been?" She asked me.

I started smirking while grabbing my lunch tra and Sliding it down the food stand. "Same ol same ol" I mumbled. "Why you acting like you don't know a bitch when you see her outta school? What you afraid yo lil hoes gone see me?" She joked as she grabbed her tray too.

"First. Don't got hoes. Second. You like a sister. So if I had hoes. They ain't got nothing to worry bout" I said that shit with lies in my heart. I got a thing for Dazha but I couldn't tell her just then. Due to the fact her no good ass boyfriend was coming up behind her. He stood the same exact height as me. Dark skin. Tattoos every where. Dreds that came past his shoulders, And muscles busting out of his varsity jacket. His side kick Carlos is the same height also only Los got a greaser type look. He looks like the younger version of Johnny depp with hair greased back. Sleeves rolled up. Scrimp like.

"Aye bug" I signaled him to come stand by me. "What you wan..." He stopped talking when he seem big tony and his side kick Carlos a.k.a Los.

"What I tell you bout communication with these bitch ass niggas?" Big tony asked. He gripped her arm and pulled her close to him.

I twitched at the very sight of him. "Don't fucking grab her like that". I growled. Everyone in the lunch line stopped talking and looked towards me and tony.

"Who the fuck is this lil Nigga talking to los?" He laughed. "I think he talking to you Bruhh" Los responded. "Nah he cant be talking to me. He seems to like life way to much. Right faggot?" He moved Dazha outta his way and stood face to face with me.

"Tony stop!" Dazha begged and tugged on his arm. "Nah. See I know your little secret. Bitch! Mommas sucking dick just to keep yo lights on?" His words fucked with my head hard. I could see people whispering. Mike was walking in when said that, I looked him dead in his eyes. He didn't even try to jump in help. He looked at me then turned right back around.

I mean My momma did use to do that shit. But only Dazha & bug knew that. I looked At Dazha and shook my head. "I heard that yo dick don't pass yo balls fuck boy!" I sprewed back.

Everyone started laughing. Tonys face expression was embarrassed. He turned away for and started walking towards the lunch trays.

I can't believe dazha told him. She swore on her dead brother grave she wouldn't tell a soul. I thought I could trust her. Guess not.

As i was walking out of the lunch room. Outta no where I felt my body being crashed to the ground. I couldn't even open my eyes to see what the fuck was going on. 3 people was stomping me. Punching me. I even felt a fucking knife. I was kicking and punching back with all the effort I had in me. A blow to the head stunned me. Then I was out.

"Kj. Bruhh you iight?" I could faintly hear bug call to me. "Aye man. You iight?" He kept hitting my arm. It was so fucking sore. "STOP!!" I groaned.

When my eyes fully opened. I could see my my playboy posters. "Why is my Shit at school?" I mumbled in pain.

"*laughs* man we at yo crib. Wake up. What happened?" He asked. I slowly came to my senses and tried to lift myself up.

"Chill bruh" he moved from the bed. As soon as he moved I seen Dazha. "Why you bring that bitch in my house?" I quickly reacted.

"She bought us here bruh" bug held his hands up and backed back. The room filled with awkward silence.

"Ummm yea. Imma go find something to eat" bug quickly stepped outta the room towards the stairs.

"You can let yourself out" I mumbled. "What the fuck did I do to you kajun?" She asked as if she doesn't know. "You a fucking opp. Get outta my room" I softly said. "First of fucking all. Let's not forget who just saved your fucking life"

"You wouldn't have had to save my life if you would of kept your fucking mouth closed"

"I didn't say shit to him about it! He knows every fucking thing!"

"How THE FUCK WOULD HE KNOW THAT???"

"KAJUN I WOULD NOT TELL YO FUCKING BUSINESS LIKE THAT!" she yelled back. Her voice was getting shaky.

"Just leave" I slowly turned away from her and faced my wall.

I could hear her crying. "Fuck you Kajun" she got up and slammed my door. I turned around and shook my head. I was so stupid just now. She's the only girl that knows my whole life other then my Mom. I gotta say sorry.