IMPOSSIBLE (chanbaek)

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We Are One Exo Saranghaja!!
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Authors POV

The sun shone bright, as the light went into his window waking him up from his not so peaceful sleep.

He knew he needed to get up and get up fast before his 'father' woke up, but as he took out his phone and examined the numbers written on the screen to verify the time, he knew he was in deep trouble.

At least he had time to heal his wounds, from the day before yesterday, and although he should not, he is still thankful that his 'father' was not home yesterday.

He still believes he deserves all of this, for what he had done, but was he really at fault here? Had he been the cause of that incident? Or was it that for so long he was taught to believe that he was at fault, that he deserves what he is provided with? Does he deserve the sadness, grief, sorrow, misery, agony, distress, trouble, worry, pain, and depression?
he believes he does.

He was knocked out of his thoughts, figuratively and literally. His father slammed the door open causing a loud booming sound to take over the silence.

He walked up to the poor boy who was sitting up from the floor, with clear horror on his face. As he lifted him off of the ground by his shirt and threw him against the wall, he punched him kicked him, and slapped him which caused a cut to form on his cheek.

All the poor boy did was cry silently as he suffered, he can't resist it he'll just get into more trouble, he can't scream he'll just endure more pain, he can't stand up for himself he's too weak, and besides he believes he deserves it.

"You worthless peace of shit!" Screamed his father as he continuously beat him "how dare you sleep in"

"I'm apologize father" he replied while tears streamed down his face.

"You apologize!!, huh how dare you speak without permission!! No one deserves to hear your useless voice!! You cunt!!" His father screamed, though this time with even more rage then the last. "It's all your fault!! If you hadn't asked, we would not be in this position!!"

Before He left he spoke up in disgust "you better add another scar to your collection, after all you deserve the pain" then he left the petite figure suffer alone. The boy knew he had to get up, or he'll be late for school, he knew most people hated school but he actually likes going to school. no he is not a nerd, he doesn't like the studying, nor the homework. He just likes to escape this 'hell hole' of a home.

but who says he has it better at school.

When he figures he could maybe get up now, he did. He walked well more of limped his way to the bathroom to change and cover up his bruises, though the one on his cheek will be hard to cover.

He showered before yesterday putting on an oversized black hoodie to cover the marks on his arms, paired with some blue jeans, that he bought for himself. Ruffling his black hair, he looked at himself in disgust.

Look at you
Your fat
Your ugly
Your worthless
Why don't you just end it, so others can be happy.

the voice in his head doesn't seem to stop bothering him, yes he gets bothered by the voice, although he believes it. And he shouldn't.