He looked at the time 2:00 PM. He was pretty hungry so he went to the kitchen to find some food. He found a frozen pizza. He put it in the oven and waited. He actually fell asleep.
When he woke up the whole house was filled with smoke from the oven.
Fuck! He said, I left my pizza and fell asleep!. He opened all the windows in the house to get the smoke out. When the smoke was out he heard that someone knocked on the door. He opened but no one was standing there. But there was a note lying on the ground.
He found it opened it and readed:
FROM GARRET:
I do the same fucking shit every day. And every day feels like sunday.
I cannot escape.
My mind is sick my mind is fucking sick
I am not satisfied with anything
i do not care about progressing in my life.
Throughtout my entire life I cared about people that didn't care about me.
No one truly cares anyway
Life is just a waste of time.
My life especially
Even tho my family says they care
I know that deep down they do not
Friends will come and go
You know
My fucking life is a joke
And im truly lost in it
My friends saved my life
My friends saved my fucking life
Its getting less stressful and crazy now
But still im lost
I see the fake humans
And they fake smiles with the fake love
I am not crazy, truly I am not.
The only reason im alive is because of people
that were there for me
But they didn't wanted to accept the fact that im fucked up
-you are not depressed, you are not sad, you are wasting your time.
They didn't get it until it was over
I saw everything before it happened
But I met new people that im grateful to
But I still constantly get down, I was always getting down
Maybe because I accepted people that honestly didn't give a fuck about me.
I might aswell say fuck it or fuck them
I will die along hahahaha
I am depressed, hopeless but...
At least I know who I am
sorry that I have to do this Jahseh but you know how I was
Depressed lonely and sad
goodbye!!!
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Jahseh didn't know what to say. He was crying. There was still cold and kind of depressing outside. He headed to his computer and typed NEWS in. And what he saw there shocked him:
Garret Porter found dead hanging on a tree in a forest near Plantation in California in USA. He probably took suicide but we are still trying too find it out.
Jahseh couldn't read anymore than that without crying. so he decided to not read more of that.
Now he was even more depressed.
