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seven

With ambition pumping in his veins, Donghyuck raced his car along the darkest parts of the forest until he found his way to a clearing in the foliage. He turned to the right where he saw a small path of dirt he decided he could follow until he could find a comfortable place for him and Jiho. His small red car zoomed across the dirt and found its way under rows and rows of tall trees. But up ahead there was a clearing- a small circle that wasn't lined with nature. Just a perfect circle with a clear view of the sky and the beauty that encased the world. Donghyuck parked the car and looked at the love of his life. She had the most cunning look in her eyes. One that screamed for lust and mystery.

That was the type of person she was. Lustful and mysterious. And in his misery with the world, she wanted nothin more to dwell in pain with someone else, and that someone else was Donghyuck. Jiho's solemn face turned into a big grin that shaped itself into the crescent moon above. Her insides bubbled with an undying endeavor for the love she so badly needed. And in Donghyuck and his terrible life, she found it. She swung her car door open and was immediately reminded how cold it was.

The air was crisp and smelt of fresh dirt and the clean smell of leaves. The relaxing scent of pine was heavy and danced on top of the bridges of their noses and settled there comfortably. The temperature sent a shiver across her body that chilled her insides. Jiho stepped out of the car and listened to the crunching of the soil and leaves beneath her. It was comfortable to her. Donghyuck followed in pursuit and rested on the hood of the car with her. He opened the bottle of whiskey he had grabbed from the Cabin and popped the top off of it. Donghyuck took a gulp and immediately felt himself ready to slip away. That was his favorite part of his life. Being damaged by a substance. Was it healthy for an eighteen year old to already be a heavy drinker, possibly on the verge of self-announcing himself as an alcoholic? No. But did drinking make him feel like he knew was sane and normal for a second. Yes, it did.

Donghyuck handed Jiho the bottle and watched as she downed a sip as well. She then capped the bottle and rested it behind her. Jiho looked up into the night sky and worshiped the world around her. The stars were like glittery petals that danced in the wind and rested in space as time flowed within and without them. They freckled the sky and added a a uniqueness to it. It was insane to Jiho that she was underneath the stars. She was one person in the world that had issues and that there were people with worse problems. And she couldn't bare the thought that people had it worse than her. That absolutely rattled her body as she thought her situation was bad. Jiho looked at Donghyuck and gave him a sinister smile. She then looked back at the stars and discovered that right then and there, with the stardust sprinkling over them, she wanted to kiss him.

So she did.

She grabbed the sides of his face and forced her lips onto his and felt the fireworks go off in her stomach and they pierced through her soul and made her feel more than an ounce of self love. She watched the world around her disappear and there she was again with the boy that made her feel special. The boy that gave her hope through her sorrows and made her heart pound faster than it ever had before.

Fuck it, she thought, what is there to lose? And with that thought she pushed his lips off hers and slipped off her shirt. Donghyuck's eyes widened at the speed of the night and what was happening before him. He realized the last time he had seen her like that was more than five months ago. And the thought that there she was, ready for everything that was going to happen, absolutely took his breath away.

Donghyuck was lucky, he presumed. Maybe he had an unlucky streak. But with her, he was more than lucky, he was privileged. It's not everyday that by the age of eighteen you have found the person you're convinced you want to be with forever. That made his mind sprint. The thought that he wanted to marry her and be with her and become one with her nearly petrified him. He couldn't know that at such a young age. Or maybe he could.

He had said that to so many girls before. That he wanted to be with them forever and love them forever. All those times were fake, though. But with Jiho it was absolutely the truth. It was deep inside him and he didn't have to think about it much and it made his heart jump and spin and twirl.

HE WAS IN LOVE.

SHE WAS IN LOVE.

THEY WERE IN LOVE.

Love was such a scary thing and all those girls before Jiho meant absolutely nothing to him. She was his first love and he was hers as well. They were made together. A couple destined for each other. An indefinite amount of love spilling from one another.

There they were. In a small snow globe that had beautiful stars painted on the glass. The world was the setting and it was filled with many stories. But theirs being the main. And they guessed that the snow globe had been shaken. Maybe that's why everything had spiraled out of control. But the snow was settling again and they were together again. And that said a lot about their strength. It said a lot about who they were. They were fighters, lovers, soulmates and teenagers in a very rough and tiring world.

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Your guys' comments make my heart flutter from how much you care about me. I'd like to get to know you guys so I'm going to introduce myself. Feel free to introduce yourself, too.

(2018)
Hi, my name is not really Mames, but I feel more comfortable going by that than anything else. You guys won't ever know my real name, yikes, but that's okay. I'm 16 years old and I will be going into Junior year this upcoming school year. My favorite color is pink and I want to have a blush colored wedding dress, lol. I've never been in a completely committed relationship because every time I think it's finally gonna happen, I get nervous that I'm going to get hurt and I end up hurting the other person. Or vice versa. I live with my mom and dad, sister and grandparents. And I have a really great guy friend that I call my brother who also lives with us, too. I have two dogs and a cat. I'm obsessed with Winnie the Pooh and Alice in Wonderland. I'm terrified of birds and I don't know why. I'm addicted to sushi. I was almost a junior olympic swimmer until I had a really bad back injury that paralyzed me for 3 days. I started writing when I was in 5th grade to cope with a loss in my family. And it turned out that I was fucking good at it. I have premonitions and I've very good and predicting the future. I speak Spanish,and English. I also know Sign Language. I like being alone, being in the dark. My favorite season is autumn and I absolutely hate spring. My birthday is April 26. I love tea and coffee and I can't draw for the life of me. My first celebrity crush was Nick Jonas and I was headass in love with Aaron Carpenter from Magcon. I hate feet, there fucking nasty. And I love gardening and flowers but I'm allergic to them. I like to think I follow the fashion aesthetic of a Grandma's curtains that have beautiful floral prints on them. I hate my book 'Infirmary Boy' because I don't feel it's good and I have such bad writer's block for it. I hate watching TV and I stopped stanning kpop groups for a hot minute because I fell in love with other music. And that's why updates were so slow. My name is Mames and it's very nice to meet you.

(2020)
It's been awhile since I wrote the one above, I thought an update might be nice. I just turned 18, I'm in my senior year of high school. I know where I'll be going to college and it's in a different state. My favorite color is still pink, but I also love light greens and blues. And of course lilac purple. I don't want a blush wedding dress anymore. I've still never had a relationship but now it's because I just don't put in the effort. I have better things to focus on. I still with my dad, mom, sister and grandparents. Unfortunately, "my brother" and I stopped talking and he no longer loved with me. I still have two dogs and a cat. I'm very hardworking and smart. But it wasn't always that way, I had to work very hard to get the grades I get. I want to be a forester. I love environmental policy and protection. I want to be part of research that is used to create a sustainable world. I was diagnosed with a pseudo brain tumor in November. I was finally cleared in March. Those were the most physically and mentally exhausting months of my life. I am stronger, though, because of it.

My name isn't Mames, and I'm sorry if it seems like I'm lying to you. You can call me Mames or M or whatever you'd like.

It's very nice to meet you all <3