Ensemble of Solitude

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Singing a solo 

In every direction, my ensemble 

How can I be so alone

In a room full of people


Surrounded

But completely solitary

Singing alone

While so many other voices carry


I am encased in a separate melody

Someone please rescue me

From this isolated menagerie 

Where fear is my closest enemy


How can I dance alone

With so many 

Others dancing right

Beside me?


This choreography

Designed for many

How is it that I

Feel as if I am doing it under a separate sky?


Why do I feel like this stage

Holds only me in a cage?

How does this intricate musical

Feel like a monologue at all?


Standing under the lights

With so many performers

Acting out swordfights



But I feel like I am just watching them from the sidelines



Singing a solo in a room full of people



Dancing with no partner, a strangers hands in mine



Performing a monologue on a stage crowded with performers



How have I been stabbed by the knife of isolation in such a filled place?


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I don't really know if I like the title for this one. Let me know if you have any suggestions in the comments below. Thank you!! 


Ha... ha... I say that as if anyone will actually read this.




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