My Sunshine (Larry AU) Completed

Chapter 3

I just got done with school for today. It was torture as usual. I have a feeling Louis still hates me. He hasn't said a word to me all day. I'm not even sure if we're still going to that 'date'.

I screwed up. I should've stayed and listened to what he had to ask me instead of cutting him off. I'm so stupid. If it weren't for the fact that I had fresh cuts from last night and that my stiches are still fresh I probably would cut again.

When I get home I notice my mum left a note on the counter.

Hi Harry pie.

I'm working night shift for the next few weeks as well as your father. It's easier for us to work at the same time given working at the hospital he's the doctor and I'm his nurse. Anyways dinner is in the fridge just put it in the microwave. Hopefully I'll see you Saturday afternoon. (If there's an incident we might not be home until about 1pm.) Love you with all my heart baby boy

-Mama

I set the note down and plop onto the couch. After two hours of watching Disney movies I finally decide I should have a glass of water or something to fill me up. After I walk in the kitchen I remember my mum made me dinner. 

I grabbed the container and I walked out to the end of the driveway and emptied the contents into the can. I almost gag at the sight of the food. I turn and walk back into my house. While putting away the container I hear a rattle. I walk into the living room to find Louis on the couch.

"What the hell are you doing here?" I snap a bit. I'm a little angry that he hasn't bothered to text me all day and all of a sudden he's here.   "Is that what you're going to wear babe?"

"What?"            "Is it just me or did you totally forget? I'm taking you on a date tonight." He looked at me a bit hurt. "Harry if you didn't want to go on a date you could've just told me."

"No no I thought you didn't want to."

"Why would you think that?"

"B-Because you were angry with me yesterday. I thought you didn't want to go anymore and you didn't text me all day soooo yeah."

"Don't be silly Harry of course I still want to go on our date. I'm sorry I yelled at you baby." He whispered while his hand rubbed my arm and I slightly flinched away. The last thing I need is for him to feel my arm fat. Or even see it for that matter.

"Can I have a hug?" I ask quietly. I walk forward and put my arms around his waist and he puts his above my shoulders. This is okay. I feel safe and loved. He pulls me back but still holds me. 

"How about we go on that date now yeah?"               "What are we doing exactly?"             "Well I'm going to take you on a walk and you'll see from there." He smilles at me. I smile back and let out an "Okay."

I turn everything off in the house and we make our way down the street. Casual conversation is nice. Even though I only met him on Tuesday, we've been talking a lot since we first met. Before I knew it we were in a dark looking field. As if this place was abandoned. I was mainly taken away by the breath taking view of the city lights. This place perfectly over looks the city.

I look over to see Louis putting down a blanket for the both of us. I lay down and he pulls me closer to him. "I like this." I smile. He hums and looks down at me as I am snuggled to his chest. We're both staring into eachothers eyes as we slowly lean in and close the space that separates us.

Our lips collide and play at the perfect rythm. I slowly lean to straddle his waist as his tounge swipes my bottom lip begging for entrance. I tease him and deny his access which has me ending up underneath him as he grabs my butt I gasp out a moan "Lou" in between our kisses which allowed him into my mouth as he explored. Our tounges were fighting for dominance so I pulled him underneath me until I lost. I slowly pulled away and he was smiling. "What?"

"Do you wanna know what I was going to ask you before you so rudely cut me off?"

"Yes." I whispered and nodded. "Well I wanted to know if you would do me the honors of officially being your boyfriend." He smiled more as a blush painted across my cheeks. "Of course." I almost yell I as begin repeating our make out. "Is that my new nickname?"    "What?"        "Well I remember when I grabbed your delicious ass I heard you moan 'Lou'." My whole face flushed. "Oh c'mon is that what turns you on baby? Me touching that pretty little ass?" He grabbed my butt again and I moaned a bit louder than I did the last time.

Two can play at this game.

Louis kept trying to grab my butt to get me to moan so I began to rub myself against him. And lets just say. He gets hard easily when he's around me. I kiss him long and soft before pulling away and snuggling into his chest. "You fucking tease." He called to me.

"I know but just think about something else. It'll go away."

He sighs and we both stare at the stars. Both our hands seem to find their way to each other as I play with his fingers he kisses my head. 

"I don't want to ever leave." I state closing my eyes while laying deeper into Louis' chest.

"What do you mean babe?"             "Us. Right now. I don't want to be away from you. Ever. I'm happy right now."

"I make you happy?" He asks. I blush a bit embarassed of what I had said. I hide my face in the crook of his neck.

"No no babe it's not a bad thing I'm just surprised." I still wouldn't lift my head from his neck. We just got together half an hour ago and I'm already saying things I shouldn't. It's too early. As if Louis can read my mind he speaks up. 

"We've known eachother only for a few days, but we talk like we've known eachother for a lifetime. It's never too early for anything because you can always tell me anything. You mean a lot to me and I don't want you to hold back any of your feelings or actions." He mumbles and lifts my head to his.

"Louis?" I ask not breaking eye contact. "Yes?"      "Can we stay here tonight? I want you close to me. Please? I don't want to go home. I want to stay with you. Here."

"What ever you want princess." He kisses me sweetly then smiles. "I'm not a princess."

"Yes you are. You're my princess." He smiles and kisses me again.

"Goodnight Lou." I whisper.   "Goodnight Haz. I love you." He loves me? No. He's going to walk away. He's going to be gone and I can't fall for him while he's here. He will leave me or worse. He'll turn out to be like my ex's. I do love him though. But I can't tell him that.

'I love you too' I say in my head and nuzzel my head into his chest as his arm wraps around my shoulder and we link our fingers together.

Hearing Louis' heartbeat is like my lullaby as well as his slow breathing. My head moves with his breaths as his heart lulls me to sleep.