I've Always Loved You

Tonight

Suga's Pov-

On the way out I held out my hand for Jimin to grab.
He did so delightfully.
I loved his small Chim Chim hands. They were so tiny, and fit perfectly in mine.
I opened the car door for him, ad he got in.
It was weird feeling this way about Jimin.
I was the gayest out of all the members because I had only ever had boyfriends.
Jimin was bi, but I still don't know how he'd feel about guys. Especially about me.
If Taekook can be real...why can't we be?
This is really stupid.
He's my friend. My best friend.
What was I thinking.
I looked over at him.
He was smiling at me.
I wondered why, but I didn't even notice that I was holding his hand while driving.
How cute can he be.
What the fuck even is this dualty?
One minute your the hottest person in the world, and the next you are my small Chim Chim.
...My small Chim Chim.
Why do I keep denying my liking for him?
Now that I think about it, I have no reason not to...
Except the millions of Army that will hate us if they find out, and the fact that he might not even like me back...and that it might not even work out.
Okay there are three big reasons.
But what if he does feel the same way.
What if he's thinking the exact same thing as me.
I looked back over at my Jiminie with his hand in mine as he beamed at me.
I can't do this any longer.
I'm going to tell him, and I'm doing it tonight.