happypill | j.hs ✅

Prologue

Y/N'S POV
heaved a deep sigh as I look at my test paper whilst sitting on the cement sidewalk near the train station.

35 out of 100

Not that it mattered anyway.

No one would really give an damn even if I got a highscore.

No one cares about me.

I looked at my watch

2:30 am

it's late

I stood up from the cold cement floor and started walking home

My name is Song Y/N.
I've been suffering from depression and anxiety my whole life.
It's becom a daily routine for me
But even so, it's hard to live with it.

All the bad memories

everything

I stopped for a minute.
I was close to tears when a group of girls with men each passed by me.

They were loud as hell and all of the girls were wearing clothes that were skin tight as hell,their outfits showed so much skin that can those even be called clothes?

God,they're so slutty.

I thought to myself

just then I overheard one of the boys loudly say

"Hey, let's head over to The Night Owl.I could really use a drink."

All the sluts were giggling and they all agreed.

There's a nightclub here?
How come I didn't know?
Where is it?

All these thoughts racing in my head when suddenly I saw them walk away
I sneakily followed the group of sluts into an alleyway.

The dangerous part of town where all sort of shit happens

Drug dealings,
prostitutions,
robberies

You name em'

of course the night club would be out here!

God I'm such an idiot.

I eye the group of thugs and sluts going into the entrance.

I stealthy make my way to the entrance checking occasionaly to see if anyone saw me.

Why?

What for?

Well, I'm already hated and seeing me going into a nightclub would spark more gossip and bullying.

I look around

There were so many lights that it was blinding. The music was loud as heck.
And to top it all off.

There were drunk girls everywhere and shady guys trying to hit on them.

Disgusting

I make my way to the bar when I felt a hand on my waist

I froze

"Hey baby,wanna get outta here?"

I was shaking
it felt like I was gonna die
I couldn't respond out of pure terror
My heart was beating so fast out of the thoughts of horrifying things that this guy could do to me

What'll become of me now?

After 30 seconds of silence he finally spoke

"Are you deaf? I said let's get out of here." he sternly said then he began pulling me outside by my waist.

"No!Please!!Stop!!"

I was screaming,kicking and crying all at the same time.
People were staring at us and some were even asking if I was okay

"Ah,she just had too much drinks.That's all" he smiled proudly while we were close to walking out the entrance.

I wish I didn't go here
I was so stupid
This is the end
What'll become of me?

"Excuse me."

My thoughts were interrupted when this tall,handsome man with security guards approached us

"What is it?" the guy trying to abduct me questioned the taller man.

"We don't condone abductions here so please,GET OUT ." he sternly said.

Security escorted the guy outside somewhere.

I couldn't believe it
I was saved
Someone noticed

I was sobbing
I didn't know if it was fear that I was almost abducted or joy that someone saved me.

"Are you okay?Did he do anything to you?You don't need to be afraid or worried now.I've told security tobring that bastard and report this incident to the police would you like a drink?" he softly said

His voice was music to my ears
It was raspy and gave me goosebumos,but sonehow his voice was comforting at the same time.
"I--I-" I stuttered

Tears were still streaming down my face

"It's fine you don't need to respond,I understand.What you just witnessed was scary."

I nodded

He looked me in the eyes and gave me a smile and I looked away out of embarassement

He escorted me to the bar and sat me down on one of the chairs and told me to wait and he'll be quick

After 5 minutes he came back wearing a bartender uniform and talking to a guy maybe in his 40s that seemed like the manager

"So he's a bartender I mumbled" while looking down on my lap

"Sure am" he responded from out of nowhere and winked

I was a bit startled and blushed a bit

He greeted his co-workers
and came back to where I was seated and gave me some tissues to wipe my face

"So what'll you have?" He questioned me

"Oh no--"
"it's on the house." he interrupted and smiled

His smile was beautiful
It was like sunshine
I noticed that his lips were shaped like a heart
I thought it was cute
I giggled a bit

"I'll just have Soju then."

He gave me a glass and poured some Soju

"So how are you today?" he looked me in the eyes while wiping a shot cup

"Apart from the terror of almost being abducted I'm fine,thank you." I sarcastically responded

He seemed to notice it
He let out a soft giggle but seemed concerned at the same time

"Do you want to talk about it?" he asked me gently

I nodded taking a sip from my Soju

"Oh I forgot to ask, What's your name?" he put down his cup to look me in the eyes again

"Y/N,Song Y/N." I smiled

"Y/N? What a pretty name for a pretty girl like you." he smirked.

I blushed a bit

"W-well what about you? What's your name?" I shyly asked embarrased about what he just said

He laughed and pulled his hair back
sexily

"Hoseok,Jung Hoseok"