Jack or Taylor? || Taylor and Gilinsky Fanfic

Fourteen

Kaylin's POV-

Taylor. He's honestly the perfect best friend I've ever had. I don't wanna be his girlfriend because what if we get into a fight and we break up. It'll ruin our friendship and I'll be depressed.

*phone rings*

Unknown call: hey. we haven't talked since the last time i saw you. but i just wanted to say i'm really sorry. i really am. i honestly miss you so much. i have been depressed ever since we broke up. i don't know what i was thinking. you were the best girlfriend ever. i wish i never went out for lunch for that whore. I'm just so sorry. can we maybe try again?

Me: um.. who's this?

Unknown: jack.

Me: *silent*

Unknown: hello?

Me: I'm sorry. I have to go. I'll text you. Bye. *hangs up*

I have to admit. I did kinda miss Jack. In my heart there was a little spot I had for him so I wouldn't forget the memories. Maybe that spot isn't big enough. Jack was the best boyfriend but I done know what to do. It's the beginning of summer all over again.

"Hey kaylin.." I heard Taylor at the door. "I'm sorry I'm almost ready." I screamed as I was putting on my light blue floral crop top. I digged into my luggage and got my straightener and took it out to the bathroom.

"It's about time you got out of MY room." He complained. "Oh stop the yibber yabbing." I said as he shut the door to get ready.

I then was in the bathroom and I plugged in my straightener. I stopped and looked at the mirror after I turned it on. I stopped doing what I was doing.

I had so many things go through my head. Were those tweets right? Am I really that useless? I don't know why Taylor even likes me. He's too good for me. So is Jack. He had the right to break up with me. I'm ugly. I'm way too skinny. I'm worthless. No one loves me. They're only using me. Lily is perfect, she gets all the boys. Sierra and Victoria too. I don't even know why I'm alive today.

I grabbed my very old best friend who i haven't seen since last year out of my makeup bag and start looking at my wrist. I saw the scars. But they were most likely faded away. First, I looked at the mirror once more and saw I was sobbing. My eyes were red and my cheeks were soaked.

I sat back down on the floor and start slitting my wrist. Ugly. Annoying. Bitch. Whore. Worthless. Slut. Anorexic. Each word counted as one cut. All the memories and nightmares that had happened the day I met Taylor popped into my head.

*flashback*

"You're literally the ugliest bitch around here." I heard someone say as I took my muscle tee off. "Oh and we don't need an anorexic whore who's not from Indiana wondering around with her depressed parents in Indiana." I heard another say. I ran off but then I was stopped by getting hit with a volleyball. I looked up and I saw a really hot boy with brown eyes helping me up. "Oh my god. I'm so sorry. I'm a really bad starter. Are you okay?" He asked. "Yes I'm fine." "It looks like you were crying. Well I'm Taylor nice to meet you what's your name?" He said as he helped me up. "I'm kay-" I got cut off. "Ewwww! Taylor don't talk to her. I heard she fucked the whole football team. She's such a whore." I felt tears falling down my cheek as I ran off once again.

*end of flashback*

I looked at the cuts as the blood was dripping all over my clothes and onto the floor. I screamed and I was crying hard. The darkness soon was taking over me but just as soon as I blacked out. I heard Taylor bang against the door.

Taylor's POV-

Kaylin's been in the bathroom for a while and it feels like years ever since she's been in there. But you know, she's a girl she wears makeup and she does-. I heard someone scream. I then realized it was kaylin's scream. I ran to the bathroom and noticed it was locked. I didn't care I had to make sure my best friend was okay.

I banged down the door and I saw blood everywhere and my best friend laying on the floor. I was crying so much. I held her in my arms and screamed, "KAYLIN! WAKE UP! PLEASE!!" I carried her bridal way and I called 911. Soon, the ambulance came and we were sent to the hospital.

It was 4pm. And I was laying on the chair waiting for the doctors to come out. After a few minutes, one of the doctors came out. "Doctor! Is kaylin alright?" I said as he looked at my puffy red eyes. "Yes, Ms. Kaylin is alright. But her cuts were severe and she had lost quite of blood. She is resting right now and she will be needing lots of sleep. But you can go check on her if you want."

I ran into her room trying to not make a sound. I saw a few machines attached her and I started to cry once again. I grabbed a chair and put it next to her and sat down and held her hand. "Kaylin. My princess. Why? Why did you do this to yourself? I thought you stopped doing this stupid shit? Why'd you cut so deep that you almost died?". My eyes were now full of tears and I was sobbing. "I love you too much to lose you. You mean the world to me. I would never want to lose you. The first time I met you and that girl said those words to me made me upset. You ran off and I ran after you. Those tweets don't me anything. You're perfect in my eyes." I said as I got up and kissed her lips. I called Victoria and I let her know what happened.

T: hey tori

V: what's up

T: bad news

V: oh my what now

T: were in the hospital again

V: WHOS HURT AND WHAT HAPPENED

T: her.

V: WHAT HAPPENED

T: she cut. deep. *sniffles*

V: *cries* oh my god...

T: I'm hurt too.

V: you didn't cut too right??

T: no. I'm hurt because she broke my promise and she almost ended her life.

V: I wish I was there *cries*

T: we do to. Well I gotta I'll talk to you and cam later. Let the others know (Hayes and Sierra). Bye

Kaylin's POV-

I woke up in the hospital and I opened my eyes and I saw Taylor on the phone. He turned around and he looked at me with a weak smile.

I looked away at the wall. "Why?" He asked. "Hm?" I cried. "I love you Kaylin. Why did you do this?"

"So..d.oes Jack.." I stuttered. "What?!" he yelled. I was scared of angry Taylor I always have been. I never wanted to get on his bad side.

"That douchebag what??" He said furiously. "Taylor.. please." I said trying to calm him down. "He's really sorry and I was on the phone with him before this happened and he says he's really sorry."

"And I really like him. I still do Taylor. I'm sorry Taylor I love you like a brother I just don't want our friendship ruined." I said crying more.

I then turned around looking at him and his heart broken eyes. He was crying and he was heart broken. He stood up and walked out of the room. Why did I do that? He did everything to make me happy and I chose jack over Taylor.