Alone with everyone

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Jungkook's POV

          I went back home after I finished school today.  Really hating my self and my life even more am not at all feeling comfortable with my self I can't be okay now unless I rest a little,  dunno what I will dream and weather it is so better dream now.

     I slept and when I woke up .I was so hungry I really didn't eat all day

"Eomma" I kept on calling my mother waiting for  her reply when she came to the room she was mad

"Jeon jungkook!, stop yelling " She said what is it now? 

"Umm am hungry " I said

"Fine follow me to the kitchen then" She said

     And so...  I did as I was told
I ate them I decided to open up to my mother about my idea

      Eomma,  I want to leave here I want to go live a lone near my friends.  But I will be visiting for sure...  What do you say?

     Uh Jungkook what?  You probably shocked me....  I...  Ok but....  Uh take care hun I'll really be mad if you forgot us.  Me and your father

      No Eomma I won't ever forget you I'll always be visiting but I have to be a lone for a while.  I just need some space it wouldn't be for too long

      I said then kissed my mother's forehead then went upstairs to my room the next day I called my closest friend   V   and told him to sell me a house near to his house and as he is my best friend he agreed for the favor I asked

       I then called Eunwoo and asked him to go with me to the bar so I won't be alone  all night but Eunwoo said he couldn't so I called my best friend liza and of course she agreed

    

       Uh it was a hard day today I feel like drinking billion bottle of Beer tonight  I got up from bed to the cupboard and picked up something to wear I didn't really mind about how it looks  I just wanted to get out of this house and head to the bar and drink as fast as possible.  Am not Overacting but really need to drink tonight

      I arrived to the bar and started searching for Liza.  Finally I found her sitting on my favorite table at the bar.  I headed to her and hugged her and sat beside

" Jungkook?  Why did you ask me out here?  She said with that soft deep voice she had

" Nothing much Liza I brought you here so if I over drunk I would find someone to talk to and you can pick me back home...  If you don't mind " I said staring at the floor

" Sure jungkook,  but what is what is that is bothering you and let you drink now " She said

" Nothing just had a hard day don't mind it " I said when I was about to pick up my beer cup

     But Liza caught my hands and hugged me.  "You will feel better if you spoke to someone about your problems....  Isn't it? "

" I don't know Liza maybe later " I need to rest in some space now please don't waist your time now am not telling you or any one now "

" Sure jungkook am - am sorry I was selfish I only wanted to know am sorry I had to give you more time to think  by your self "

"Leave my hands please" I said

And Liza did as she was told "thanks " I said to her and took a sip of the beer