7th Grade (Completed)

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Y/N's POV:

I look at Tae, expressionless.

I feel like he has no clue what happened, he just knows I'm here, from voice mails I assume.

"Well.. Look who finally decided to show up" Yoongi starts, clearly annoyed.

He looks at me and Jimin in the hospital bed together and he makes a face... A face of confusion.

"Baby, are you okay?" He asked.

"Wouldn't you like to know." Jimin scoffs.

"I was busy!"

"Yeah with Jina" yoongi said, rolling his eyes.

"no, I was just busy okay?"

"...When are you not busy?" I asked him, finally speaking up.

Taehyung has a look of concern and confusion, all in one.

We just stared blankly at each other. Not making a sound.

"Jiminie... Let's give them some time alone" yoongi says getting up.

Jimin is hesitant at first, but then he nods.

"I'll be back..." He whispers and squeezes your hand. You didn't even notice he was holding it.

You nod and smile at him, and he smiles back.

Jimin then walks out of the room, not making any eye contact with the tall boy.

"Jagi... What happened?" He asks.

"Don't worry about it. You have other things to worry about" I say quietly.

"What do mean don't worry? You're laying in a hospital bed and you're asking me not to worry?" He raised his voice.

"If you're worrying so much why didn't you answer your phone when anyone called you? If you are worrying why weren't you with me all these days? Why did you forget about me?"

"Baby, I didn't forget about you. I've just been busy"

"Of course, I'm sorry." I say bitterly.

"Princess, tell me what happened, please" he demanded.

"I was almost kidnapped, Tae" i say, and he looks at me in shock, a loss of words.

"Baby I-" he started, but I cut him off.

"You weren't there, I needed you and you weren't there. Do you know how many times I've called out your name? How many times I screamed for you to come help me? How I begged and pleaded for my life while you weren't there? Probably not, because you were what... Busy?"

He was stunned, he said nothing, and he looked pale.

"It's nothing though, you haven't been here, Because you were busy. I cried for you but I couldn't have you, because you were busy. The times I needed you the most, you weren't there, because you were busy. But you're always busy... So I'm used to it."

"Y/N Listen-" he starts again, but his phone rings.

"Call from, Jina" the Siri said.

Tae looks at the phone and walks to the curtain.

"You're kidding..." I say, looking at him. "You're going to answer the phone now?"

He stares at you without an answer.

"I NEED YOU AGAIN, AND YOU'RE ANSWERING HER NOW?!" I finally yell.

"You weren't there then, and you're not here now because of what hm? What's your damn reason Taehyung?"

He still looks at you, the phone in his hand still ringing. I can feel the pain in my chest and my eyes begin to water.

"Go..." I finally say.

"Babe I'm-" I cut him off once again.

"Get out!" I raise my voice.

"Baby please..." He begs, but I'm not listening.

"Don't call me that, leave." I say and tears start to pour out of my eyes.

"Y/N..." He says, Clearly hurt.

I can see the it, the pain in his eyes, but what about mine? What about all the pain he caused me?

That's what I have to think about right now.

I can't...

"Taehyung... Now" I say boldly. Tears continue falling down, they won't stop.

But then... So does his...

He looks at me... Hurt... But then he nods.

He stands in the room for a second and turns around. He purses his lips and nods again as he walks out.

I watch him walk away and hold in my sobs... But as he's no longer in sight... They come out.

I put my hand over my mouth to try and stifle the sound... They just become longer and longer.

Then Jimin runs in.

"Baby girl no..." He says as he stops at the door.

I look at him. Tears still falling, but I smile.

He looks into my red eyes... And runs over to the bed.

I don't stop smiling.

Tears keep pouring but the smile doesn't fade. It's glued on to my face, on the inside I'm breaking but what everybody else sees is a smile...

The biggest smiles are the loudest cries for help...

He pulls me into his arms and kisses my head as I cry... The smile doesn't break but you can hear sobbing.

"It's okay my baby. Don't cry... It's okay" he says, not letting go of me.

The smile breaks...

"I'm sorry..." I cry. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry."

"Oh no princess... Stop crying please." Jimin sighs.

I finally hug him back and continue to cry in his arms.

"Why doesn't he love me anymore... What did I do?" I whine.

"You didn't do anything baby girl... You're an amazing girlfriend okay? Tae is just... I don't know, he's not himself. But don't blame yourself for his actions okay, you're amazing" he says lifting up your chin so you can look at him.

You look in his eyes and something comes over you.

You pull him in closer and kiss him. You rest your hand on his cheek as he tilts your head to deepen the kiss.

You don't know if it's in anger, sadness, or comfort. But you don't pull away, and neither does he.

When he does pull away, he looks you in your eyes and rests his forehead on yours.

You know it's wrong as you and Taehyung never really broke up, and you still love him. But he's gone, and as of this point, Jimin is the only one here with you. Not Taehyung. Not Your parents. Jimin.

"You're amazing, princess" he whispers and you hold his hand.

He then pulls you into his embrace and you stay there.

"I'm going to protect you, I'm not leaving you sweetheart" he says.

You snuggle into him with those words, and close your eyes.

Guilt fills your stomach, along with love and comfort... But guilt is greater than both.

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A/N: I'll try to double update todayy, hope you enjoyed this chapter ^~^