7th Grade (Completed)

26

No one would've thought that it would have come to this...

I stand on the edge... thinking about everything I've done wrong in my life, everything I've lost and everything I've took advantage of.

I started off with so much. The girl of my dreams, my family still by my side, and I just threw it all away.

I take a step off and decide to let myself fall, this is the end, this is what it's come to.

*boom*

"Oh my-" Namjoon facepalms. I groan in pain as my back starts to ache.

"hYuNGgGGggGg" I cry.

"Can you get your overdramatic ass up off the ground? No one asked you to jump off of your bed Tae" He holds out a hand for me to get up but I just roll onto my back.

"I've losssssttttt" I groan.

Namjoon gives me a look of confusion. It takes him a couple seconds before he takes his hand and runs his finger through his messy hair. Once it clicks, he walks over and sits on my bed. "What did you see?" he asked.

"What does it matter hyung? I've given her away to Jimin, it's them now." I say chocking on my words a bit.

Namjoons look is almost expressionless as he sees me sit up and slump right back to the floor.

After studying my face for a bit, he looks towards the door and sees Y/N get out of Jimin's bedroom.

"Tae..." Namjoon looks at me with pitiful eyes.

"I know hyung it's okay..." I give him the most convincing smile I can. I stand up and brush off my pants and I hear the doorbell ring.

"Taehyung... you can't just give up like this" Namjoon says as he stands up to get the door.

"She's happy hyung. I already ruined her happiness with me, I can't ruin it with Jimin too."

As Namjoon unlocks the door, an overly exited Alex walks in.

"DUDES!!! YOU WON'T BELEIVE WHAT I JUST SAW!!!" He says while flailing his hands in the air.

"Hi to you too, sir." Namjoon scoffs.

"Bro?" Jungkook says as he calmly walks up to Alex and daps him up.

"So there's this new kid, Dallas, he just came to Atwood high like... two days ago and I just met him today" Alex goes to the fridge and grabs an energy drink.

"Isn't it Sunday?" Jimin asks confused as he stretches his arms, looking like he has just gotten out of bed. "And like...11:45am???" he continues taking a seat next to Y/N.

"Yeah but I saw him at the pizza place." Alex says taking a sip of the drink.

"And why are you at the pizza place at 11:00 in the morning?" Jungkook laughs.

"...I was hungry...ANYWAYS the kid said what's up and we had a conversation, He's having a beach party tonight and he invited me... and I said yes" Alex says and awkwardly smiles.

"Damn Alex you're growing up, isn't this your first party?" Yoongi mocks

"Suck my dick, Yoongles." Alex snaps back.

"Suspect much??" Yoongi claps back again.

"What does this party have to do with us?" Tae asks.

"Yeah, soooo, I kinda told him that I was bringing you guys... so... be ready by 5:00" Alex smiles again taking another sip of the drink.

"Yeah, no" Yoongi says.

"Oh come on Yoongs, quit being such a fish." Yoongi rolls his eyes and walks over to the empty chair in the room.