Summers over and I slowly walk through the crowded halls of my new school. 'Yoongi!' I hear Jimin calling for me from a distance. I want to turn around to look out for him but in the same moment I see her. She must be new, I've never seen her before. She walks right past me and my eyes follow every move she does. She's walking with a girl, Ophelia, I've known for a few years so I could easily approach them but something's holding me back. It's almost like I could feel her on my skin. I feel that she's insecure and nervous to be here.. 'Yoongi! Helloooo..' Jimin said while walking towards me. 'Oh, hey!' I reply fast, I must've looked really confused because Jimin gave me a strange look followed by a question which I didn't hear. I searched for her in the crowed we walked into. 'Hello? Can you hear me? What's up with you today?' he's asking annoyed, to which I just reply with a shoulder shrug and a little smile. I have to find her. We walk past the cafeteria of our school and I hope to see her there but I can't find her. Jimin now talks about his amazing holiday in Switzerland but I can't follow his story and as he notices it he stops to talk and just quietly follows me to the classroom in which the first period is.
As I sit at my desk in the middle of the classroom, I get to take a look around the room and to my excitement Ophelia's sitting just two rows in front of me. How could I ask her about the new girl? Is it strange if I ask her? 'Hey, you!' a familiar voice almost whispered into my ear from behind me. Natalie. She tries to give me a hug from behind and I try to avoid her touch by giving her a high five but I fail and she presses her body against mine. I can't believe she's still into me, we just fucked a few times in the past but she seems to be interested in a relationship, although we always said we wanted to keep it casual. I get a weird look from Jimin when she finally releases my body out of the hug and I forcefully smile at her. 'How are you?' I ask her. 'I'm so good, especially when I see you!' she says while winking at me. She turns around to go to her seat but she doesn't miss the opportunity to touch me one last time.
She's the kind of girl every guy wants, she's feminine and has curves, long black hair and an incredible smile. But her character doesn't do it for me. I'm not a fan of the quirky always happy and positive kind of person, I really like someone who's kind of mysterious and deep, interesting and intelligent.
But I never met someone who fascinated me enough to want to get to know them better.
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Starless Nights
RomanceI can feel her presence burning on my skin and I'm feeling my whole body aching for her. I just want to hold her and tell her everything is alright. I've lost her. I can't go over to her because I fucked up, I fucked up too many times and I don't wa...