The lone wolf

Dont cry

I couldn't stop thinking about their kiss. the thought of her kissing someone made me more saddened than angered. I had lost to someone I never knew.

Was I too late?

🚨 may contain strong language

ーー🍒Xiumins Pov 🍒ーー

I had stopped trying to follower her. She had stopped talking to me completely . She didn't even look at me anymore.

I sat at my desk with my head down.

" When I miss you.." I sang to myself

(When I miss you - Beast)

"I'll be alright ..." I said softly

"Whoa man, what's wrong?" asked Kris who now sat next to me

"What do you mean?" I asked

"Only depressed people sing that song dude."he smiled

" Oh ..." I sighed

"It's that girl huh?" he asked smiling

"The most beautiful hurt the most, what did she do ?" he asked

" She kissed a guy..." I said softly

"Ouch ... who was he ? was he tall and doe eyed?" he asked

I immediately sat up

" Yes ! do you know him" I asked

"Ah that little fucker, he's gonna play her hard." He frowned " he might even seduce her."

What does he mean by seduce, that doe eyed freak could seduce someone ?

" What ?" I asked confused

"His name is Luhan, he transferred yesterday. He is a senior , and was notorious at his old school for being a player " he sighed " he's a little piece of shit with prince disease..." he began

"She is gonna get her heart broken by that loser" he smiled

"Which means you still have a chance, loser" he laughed

I still had a chance ?

I turned my head to see her with her head laid on the back of the chair . She was so cute when she sat like that.

The bell rang

Then she turned her head to face me.

The world seemed to freeze I just froze and watched her expression change to one of new found sadness. it had been a while since I saw that face. to think of it was I the reason she was sad. was it because I reminded her of Takuya and if so what was her relationship with him if every time she looks at me she looks like she wants to break down.

She was falling apart right before my eyes. Her eyes brimmed with tears and she stood up and excused herself from the class room.

I ran after her wanting answers, but all I found was a broken girl. She lay agains the wall right outside the class room her head buried deep in her legs. Her sobs where enough to tell me that she wasn't ok. she looked up at me tears falling from her perfect face.

She gave me a look of pure pain, her eyes turning a deep blue.

I sat kneeled in front of her, she sobbed even more.

I held her tight in my arms. I wanted to take away all her pain.

" What's wrong ?"I asked as I took my hands to wipe the tears from her face.

"I-I'm so sorry , Takuya." she sobbed I'm my arms , she then returned my hug and she held me tighter.

"I'm so sorry , sorry that I couldn't keep our promise!" she said through her sobs.

She sobbed until there were no more tears left her eyes dry with pain and exhaustion. I thought about what she had said. The. It finally sank in... she had killed him ... she was a wolf.

All I could do was hug her and wait for her to calm down. she eventually let go of me and I sat down next to her on the wall.

" Sorry , Xiumin." she said quietly

" No it's my fault, I'm sorry Luna..." I replied

" Can I ask you something?" I asked

She looked at me her eyes now turning grey again. She could see right through me, she knew what I wanted to know.

" Takuya, was my boyfriend when I was a freshmen..." she paused " ... I loved him with all my life ,but I hurt him, I killed him." she said tears brimming in her eyes once again.

" Like you think, I'm a wolf , I can't control it so I tried to stay away from you in fear that u would hurt you the same way I hurt Takuya. " She explained

"He was so beautiful, I took his life..." she sighed" ... why ... why couldn't I control it ? why was he so trusting ?" she asked herself.

" When I look back I know he was all I had." she said as she looked up to the window.

The sky was turning shades of purple and blue.

She looked at me. them she leaned closer.

" You can't love me..." she whispered in my ear

" I will only be able to hurt you." she continued

" It's too late" I said back

" I've fallen deep in your eyes.." I replied

I turned my face to hers. I planted a kiss on her forehead.

"... So please don't cry.." I whispered

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