The lone wolf

Dont lie

I never thought she would betray me like she did. I thought my confession would help me win her heart.

ーー🍒 Xiumin's Pov🍒ーー

The thought that could I have won her heart made me so happy.

I walked into the class room feeling like I had the world but soon everything had crumbled. I took a seat like I usually did but then Noona came into the room causing an uproar with the younger girls.

Just out of curiosity I asked one of the girls what was going on .

" Luna was spotted last night with Luhan, and then they went home together." she spoke with an extreme amount of sarcasm.

"What do you mean?" I asked

"This morning they came to school holding hands and sure enough she had hickeys all over her neck!" she she said

" Can you believe her?!" she said annoyed.

I sat back in my seat. Kris was right he did seduce her, but why did she let him? Did she want to be seduced.

She came in the class room looking confused when she got a great amount of dirty stares from the boys and disgusted glares from the girls in the class. even though she had done this I couldn't stand the thought of them together and seeing her only made it more real.

I had to get out of the class and cool off. I walked out and slammed the door in frustration. I walked and walked until I was at the abandoned science building. I wondered why I felt so attracted to this place , but after a while of being at this school it had come to be my safe place.

I sat down at the bench but quickly remembering what had happened there I got up to go inside the building like I once had before.

I needed to cool of so I went outside and washed my face in the restroom. when I came outside Luna was sitting on the bench looking rather annoyed.

When she saw me her face brightened and she gave me a smile but unlike usual I couldn't return it. I felt betrayed.

She stood up and walked to me her eyes a light gray. She looked so innocent now , running towards me. How could I hate the person I loved so much? just then a thought entered my mind if she didn't want to be seduced she could have easily fought off Luhan, since she was more than likely stronger that her.

The thought that she was running to made all the bad thoughts go away. the way her hair moved up and down was so beautiful.

She ran into my arms. I felt to relived that she ran to my arms. I guess it wasn't true because when I looked at her neck it was as clear as it always was.

I took my hands and places them on her neck about to pull into a kiss.

" Hey your hand are wet!" she said

I soon realized I had forgotten to dry them of so I dried them on my uniform but I realized something had come off of her neck. When I looked back at her I could see smudges and red spots where my left hand had previously been.

She had betrayed me. my face quickly turned from one of extreme pleasure to one of distress. Why did she do this. I felt the tears brim in my eyes. My chest felt as if it was caving in.

" Why?" I asked tears streaming down my face.

When she saw this her eyes too brimmed with tears.

" I'm sorry..." she said quietly

" Why .... WHY COULDN'T YOU JUST ACCEPT MY HEART LIKE YOU DID HIS?!" I screamed

I fell to my knees. the pain had turned immense. I didn't want to let her go , but she didn't love me.

"WHY !" I sobbed

"I DIDNT WANT TO HURT YOU !" she said frustrated her first tears falling from her face.

"But you did, even though it was to like Takuya's it hurts the same..." I said through my tears.

" Don't do this." she pleaded

" Do what?" I said feeling even more tears falling from my face.

" be sad that I was betrayed by the girl I loved ?," I sobbed " because I already am" I said getting up

She sat in the same spot. she didn't even bother to get up. Her eyes now a deep blue.

I couldn't take it and I left to return to the class room. I sat in my spot feeling like I had been stabbed thousands and thousands of times.

The pain was so real.

I trusted her, I shouldn't have.