As I continue to read the comments the hate ones stood out the most. I continued reading to the point where I started bawling. As soon as I started crying the boys came barging in my room. I tried to hide it but the guys noticed and Jonah said " Hey Lauren can I talk to you" I said yes and right when I stood up all of the guys gave me a hug, which I have to admit made me feel a lot better. Eventually, they let go and I followed Jonah to the roof of the building.
When we get to the top we went and stood at the ledge and looked out to the city. Then Jonah looked at me and said "Lauren why were you crying when we came in?"
"Ever since y'all posted that picture with me in it I started getting a lot of followers and comments. Well, I was reading some comment and saw all the hateful comments and I just couldn't hold it in anymore" I replied. Right when I finished the sentence Jonah engulfed me with a hug as he told me that I shouldn't look at the hateful comment and not to let them get to me. Little did he know why I reacted like I did and I don't plan on him or anyone ever knowing.
We head back down to the room and it's about 6 pm so when we get to the room I grabbed extra clothes and we all left to get to the venue that night.
-Arriving at the venue-
The van pulls up to the venue and we are rushed inside. As I touch up my makeup and make sure my hair is how I want it the boys are doing the sound check. After I finish my makeup and hair I get dressed in an off-white shirt that says vintage with a motorcycle and some other details and a flannel to go over it with some ombre shorts, to top it all off I wore my white high top converse.
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-Skip to the show starting-
Eben gets on stage and starts yelling are you ready for tonight to start!!! The crowd is big tonight and I am new at this so this should be fun.
Eben calls my name and that's my cue I get on stage and just start singing and having fun like no one is watching because I know that if I don't I won't follow through with this. Soon after its time for me to get off the stage. As I come off Eben goes back on and starts talking to the fan while the boys finish getting ready. I go and sit on the couch when Zach walks up and says "Your not gonna watch us perform" I replied with "Yea I am just gonna rest till yall get on stage" He said " Oh ok makes sense" with a chuckle The boys get on stage and I go stand by the entrance to the stage and just watch while taking some snapchat videos everyone once and a while posting on my Instagram story too. I noticed that the whole time I was watching them though my eyes were on Daniel the whole time. Then was the limelight after the show.
As I mentally prepared myself for limelight I decided I would stand in the corner of the room and hope no one comes up to me.
Limelight starts and all the girls rush to the guys as expected. I look across the room and notice that some girls had noticed me. They came running over and they were honestly so nice and eventually, they left, we were about 15 mins into limelight so about have over when these girls walked up to me and started saying some very hateful things to me. I started bawling and ran to the back and didnt come back out until limelight was over.
-Limelight has ended-
Daniel's POV
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During limelight I noticed Lauren had left about 15 mins in and I feel like people were saying hateful things here tonight but I won't find out until after.
15 minutes later and limelight is over and me and the guys walk into the back to Lauren on her phone crying and saying things under her breath.
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A/N: Sorry for the Clift hanger lol hope everyone is liking this so far. I really am putting a lot of effort into this.
