Tamara POV
I am sitting with boyfriend Jack. We are the type of couple who compete then get into an argument and hookup later.
"Tell me." He spits shaking me out of my thoughts.
"What?" I spit back at him.
"Don't play dumb Tamara. I saw you flirting with that guy at the store." He shot me a dirty look.
"Really, because while I was 'flirting' with the guy from the store you were locking lips with some magcon slut."
"Don't call my fans sluts. They mean the world to me. You mean nothing.Get your fat a$$ put of my house." His words struck like little knives piercing my skin. I quickly grabbed my purse and left. It was a good thing that I didn't live with him. I grabbed the phone,car keys and left.
I drove in a pit rage not knowing where to go since Jack would go to my house. I turned the car a little to fast and went sliding into the other lane. The car soon colided with a pickup truck. I hit my head and black spots took over me vision.
Jack POV
I sat in the house rethinking everything I had said.
" Ugh I'm so stupid. Why would I say that Tamara means the world to me. "
"In other news, there was a crash on I-85 tonight. No reported deaths but one driver was seriously injured. The police won't release the name of the victim." The news reporter said.
The TV was soon cut off by knocking on the door.
"She is back already." I said more as a question.
I open the door to two police officers.
"May I help you officers?" I said very confused.
"Are you Jack Gilinsky?" One of the officers asked.
" Um yes sir." I answered
"We going to need you to come with us."
Skipping car ride
Tamara POV
I woke up to see my friends surrounding me.
"Hello Tamara. " Matt spoke softly.
"Matt, what happened? " I asked my voice very weak.
"You were in a car crash love." He smiled down at me.
"OMG Tamara, your okay. " said an unfamiliar face. I rose my eyebrow.
" Its me. Jack. Your boyfriend." The boy said.
"I'm s-sorry I don't remember you. " I stuttered.
"Come on, Tamara don't do this. It's me Jack Gilinsky." He spoke before breaking down into tears.
"Let's give her some time to rest. " Matt said taking that Jack kid out of the room.
Jack POV
She doesn't remember me. She doesn't remember us.
"Its going to be okay." JJ said comforting me.
"HOW IS IT GOING TO BE OKAY? THE GIRL I LOVE CANT REMEMBER ME." I yelled.
"Jack, calm down." Matt said quietly.
"I just want her back. " I spoke while slowly falling to the floor.
Later
Jack POV
I woke up in a hospital bed.
"What happened?" I groaned and then it all hit me.
"Tamara, is she okay?" I sprang up.
"Woah, she is fine but there is some bad news." JJ sighed.
"What?"
"Its better if I told you alone Jack." Tamara said from beside me.
"Tamara, your okay. I'm so sorry this is all my fault, everything."
" Can you two give us some privacy?" Tamara said to Matt and JJ.
They quickly left the room.
" What's going on, Tamara?" I asked.
She soon started crying.
"I was pregnant Jack. I wasn't fat. The man I was talking to was a pediatrician. When I got to the hospital they said they had to remove the baby 3 months earlier than my due date. He has a 5% chance of living.
" He?" I choked out.
" Yeah, it's a little boy." Tamara stiffly smiled.
"Why didn't you tell me? "
" You were on tour. I was going to tell you earlier today ."
" You didn't show much either. " I sighed.
"This is all my fault. I'm such a dumb a$$." I cried.
17 years later
Tamara POV
I heard the door creek open. I see my son, Ben, try and get upstairs. All of the boys were over to hang out.
" Have a nice time, son." My sarcastic husband said.
"Where the hell were you?" JJ snapped.
"I was with Gabrielle. " Ben stated.
"You didn't tell us. It's four in the morning. Didn't I tell you earlier how I didn't want you with her." I yelled.
"We were at her house and it got late. Mom I really like Gabrielle more than I have any other girl. Hell, I think I love her." Ben sighed.
"Ben, do you really like her?" Jack asked.
"Yeah, alot." Ben scratched the back of his neck as a light shade of red appeared on his cheeks.
"Then you can go." Sammy sighed.
"Why did you let him go? " I said once Ben went to his room.
" Tamara, Ben isn't the little boy with the feeding tube anymore. Remember how much my parents didn't like you? Remember how upsetting it was to you. That's what Gabrielle feels." Jack explained
"Yeah, but I don't like her." I crossed my arms.
"Oh, Tamara. So silly" Jack kissed my forehead.
"I love you." I smiled.
"I love you more. " Jack said.
