Remember me? #Wattys2018

I remember you

Izzy's P.O.V.

I could feel a slight touch on my arm. I open my eyes and i can see Matt's face inches away form mine. Eyes closed and a light snores coming from him. Only now, after a week, after everything started to get better, he started to relax and calm down slightly. Finally there is no longer that worried look on his face. His scruffy beard looks so good on him. My eyelids become heavier and i closed my eyes again and return back to sleep.
 After some time i can hear Matt calling my name. But i am too comfortable and sleepy to open my eyes and get up. I grunt and hope he will leave me alone.
 But when he called my name again a pictures started to appear in my head again.
 Me waking up and him looking at me with big smile. His hand touching my cheek. His shirt that he slept in rosed up exposing his torso. Bed covers pushed at the bottom of the bed as the sun is lighting up th whole room. Him leaning in to kiss me but than everything went black again. I jumped up.

Matt is looking at me with socked expression."Babe, you OK? What happened?"

I kept quiet, getting a good look of him so it may help me somehow.

 "I didn't mean to scare you. I am sorry. I just wanted to wake you up." There was a pause again. "I think you should lay down."

After nothing new come back to me i stopped admiring him and i had to tell him news. He wrapped his hand around my upper arm and start to slowly push me down so that i would lay down again. But with too much excitement my hands flew to his torso and start to hit his chest to get his attention.

"Matt. Matt. Matt." I kept repeating his name.

 Few of pain hisses came from his way.

"OK! OK! Sorry i touched you. Stop! I am sorry!"

I guess that i did hit him a bit to hard, but i am just too happy. And he thinks that i hit him cause he grabbed my arm. He got it all wrong. And i guess i could react differently, but hey.

"Matt." I called him again but he was too busy getting out of bed."Matt!" I tried again. This time louder, and i got his attention, but of course he had to be dramatic again so he started.

"I told you i am sorry i grabbed you'r arm but you really didn't have to hit me you know. " He opens his mouth to say something else but i interrupted him.
"Matt! I remember you."

He stopped dead in his tracks. As he is trying to understand what i told him his face went from annoyed to confused to excited in a matter of a minute.

"You what?!" He screamed with his hands ready to squish my cheeks.

"I remember you." I repeated and my smile mimicked the one on his face. "When you were calling my name to wake me up it came back to me when you waked me up before. You'r gray shirt. Your hand on my cheek. Our dark blue bed sheets. I was wearing my plaid short pajama. " I took a deep breath. "Please tell me it happened."

His hands that were so close to my face are now squeezing me against his chest that are vibrating from his laugh. I guess that is a good sign.

"Thank God! All of this time i was praying to God that you remember me. Now i am no longer stranger to you."

 Relief could be heard in his voice. He climbed back to the middle of the bed with me, looking at me without breaking our eye contact.

 "You remember me."

 He gently kiss my forehead before closing his eyes and placing his forehead against mine. We stayed like that for a couple of seconds.

"Matt." I quietly called him, not wanting to ruin a moment.
"Hmm?"
"But there is a problem."

He opened his eyes and backed away a little, his worried eyes looking into mine.

"I remember that you leaned in to kiss me..." I stopped for a second and he nodded his head as a sign that he is listening and want me to continue.
 "But it never happened."
 "What do you mean?"
"I don't remember you kissing me." A smirk escaped my lips.

He tilt his head to the right side and laugh.

"And what do you suggest how do we fix that."
 "Well you know.. " I shrug my shoulders. "Maybe we could do it right now. Just to see if i will remember."
"Yeah, it is just to check it. Good idea."

 His smile slowly disappeared as he get closer to me and look deeply into my eyes before lowering his look onto my lips and biting his. His eyes returned back to mine. Removing hair behind my ear one of his hand is placed on my cheek while other one is resting on crook of my neck. I could feel my heart beating so hard against my chest.He lean in closing his eyes and connect his lips with mine in a soft kiss. He backed away a little and study my face. I smiled to let him know everything is fine and he waisted no time. He crashed his lips onto mine now in a hungry kiss. I responded immediately. Our lips moving in sync. A memories of us kissing started to come back to me and i smiled into kiss. His lips slowed down before parting away from mine. We took a breath to calm ourselves.

"You remember me kissing you now?" He asked me cockily.

I nodded my head with a big smile on my face.

"Good." He said before planting a short kiss on my lips again.

 His eyes wondered to the a drawer of a nightstand on his side of the bed and he lift his finger for me to wait as he gets up from bed and search for something. I leaned closer to see what he is looking for and i stopped when he took out a gorgeous ring.He returned back to his place and take a hold of my hand.

"This is the ring that i propose you with." His voice sounds sad, and i understand, this is hard for both of us.
"And doctors took it off after you got in hospital, and if it is OK with you i would love to put it back on you'r hand."

His eyes travel from ring to my face. I feel like i am going to cry. He is trying everything just to help me, to make sure i am fine, that i have everything that i need and he doesn't care that much about him. And He is sad because of me. Cause i can't remember. Cause my stupid mind forgot him, night when he propose, all of our memories. I hate myself so much. Too afraid that if i try to speak i will break down i just nodded my head and lowered my look onto the ring. He slid it slowly on my finger and lifted my hand and kiss it. And i couldn't hold it in anymore. I started crying.

Guys i am so sorry that i haven't update in a long time but i was traveling and had some things to do so i didn't had time. But i am back now. Thank you for reading and everything :). Hope you have amazing rest of a day or night. :D
And quick question is anyone watching Fifa world cup? :D