Eleanor's POV
It's freaking him ! He's real !
I quickly rushed to the library ignoring the fact that I need to attend my classes , but this is more important .
I quickly ran to the computers and clicked the 'Google Chrome' logo .
What ? Everybody loves google chrome , well almost everyone
I immediately go to google and typed in his name .
Louis Tomlinson
He's in a band ? He's famous ?
Common sense Eleanor , that's why girls die because of his sexyness .
Wait , What ?!
One Direction , so that's their band name ...
I really need to know more of them ....
Wait what's this ?
One Direction are coming here in Manchester in 3 weeks ??
I gotta have a VIP ticket right away , gotta search more ..
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*RRIIINNGGGG*
Finally it's dismissal , gotta go home real quick
" Oof ".
" Watch were you're goi- Oh looky here , It's Elewhore ". Hannah , I think .. I've got too many bullies and I can't remember ..
" I don't want to fight , Hannah ". I told her avoiding eye contact .
" Are you giving up too soon ? Look how weak you are , how worthless you are . You're just a waste of air , a waste of space . No wonder you're all alone , nobody will ever like you . Maybe you'll grow old with no one loving you ".
Ouch .
" I .. I'm not fighting you ". I told her
" Why won't you defend yourself for once ? Oh I get it , because you can't , mhmm ? You're to weak to even defend yourself . Why don't you just kill yourself and die in a hell hole , bitch ". she spat before walking away .
It really hurts , why would people hate ?
I didn't do anything to them , why the hell would they do this to me ?
I ran out of school tears streaming down my face . I need to get away from this school as soon as possible .
I headed to the place where my parents are , the cementery .
I kneeled down and looked at the tombstones of my parents .
" I really wish you were here , I really miss you guys ". I said as a tear fell down my face .
I stayed there , the silence and peacefulness calming me down .
Why didn't I died in the accident ?
I'm pretty sure that if I'm dead right now , I would be happy there in heaven together with my parents rather than suffering here .
" Mom , Dad , I'll be back before you know it . I love you guys ". I told them before walking away .
I seriously don't know where I'm going . I can't go back home , Aunt veronica and some of her boyfriends will propably kill me .
School's almost over and here comes summer . I used to love summer . We would always go to different countries , having fun , going to some adventures , but know that I'm alone . All I ever do is stay in my room doing random things .
