But whatever he may think, I am not the person he thinks he knows. He has changed, I have changed. The world where we were best friends is vanished, and I do not know how we will ever recover that friendship we once had.
Because, really, when can you ever forget anything you saw, or anything you went through, or anything you did that you regret? Both of us have our secrets, and that suits me fine.
After all, my world is only painted in an array of monochrome colors.
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'I close my eyes, the touch of your fingers...'
His touch... I can't afford to remember our past together, but more then anything, I want to. I have to.
'....through monochrome, the memory lingers....'
If I let myself, I can see us playing again. I can see our happiness when we spent time together. And as we grew older, we grew to love one another.
'...you and me, I see, a dream of blind destiny...'
Our destiny.... Ha. If fate existed, I would punch it in the face for being so mean. Why did I have to go through all of that just to see Ciel again?!
'...and it's into your arms I'm melting...'
No. Just... Don't think. Ignore this.
It will only end in grief and bloodshed, anyway.
