Diary of a struggling fangirl

Dear Diary: My Bad Luck

Hey guys. I rarely write in here but idk, I felt like I should since so much stuff has been happening in my life lately. Both good and bad but at this point I feel like the bad outweighs the good but let's get into it.

It all started last Sunday on fathers day when my Opa passed away. It was hard but it didn't completely hit me until later that week at the funeral. I'm just the type of person (especially when I'm expecting it) for things to hit me later at a random time. Like one time (I'm off topic but this is my personality) a girl who I thought was my best friend, told me we couldn't be best friends (which I didn't realize till more recently how mean that actually is) and at first I kind of just walked around kind of thinking about it but it didn't really hit me till we went back into our classroom and all of the sudden out of nowhere I started crying.

Anyways, my point is that things hit me at random times. I don't really react to things immediately.

So Sunday was also my last day to get all my school assignments in and then I was finally done for summer! Yay! If you know me, you know I need breaks when I work otherwise I won't be able to function. Summer is always exciting for me because then I can work on the things that I want to work on rather than schoolwork.

On Sunday we finished everything up and I was so excited to be done! I couldn't quite believe that I had nothing more to do. Well I did actually have more to do. Mid-way Monday, my teacher messaged me saying I'm not passing chemistry. Chemistry or well science in general really, is so difficult for me to understand. When someone is talking about science, it's like they are talking another language.

She gave me a few more days to work on it which I am grateful for but I was so ready for summer.

So then I re handed in some assignments, did some tests, and I was still not getting it and failing. I was getting so frustrated and freaking out because it seemed like no matter what I did, I wouldn't be able to pass. So we got my cousin to come over and he helped me which in the end did make me pass science! Yay!

So I mean that's the good thing, but I was still super stressed.

Now I don't just write on wattpad. I also write on this app called episode. Episode is a choose your own adventure game where you can also code a story for the game. This was one of the things that I had put on hold when I got behind on my school work. I was so happy to finally get back to it. However, since episode is a game, you have to code everything the characters are doing but you don't get to see it unless you click the preview button to test how things are looking.

I don't know why but for some reason, this anti virus program I have on my computer is blocking it. I asked my dad to help which he tried to do but he has no idea. So no idea when that will happen...

Then my internet went out. It wasn't working on my computer, nor was the wifi working. It was frustrating that I couldn't access the internet. It eventually got half fixed the next day as I am on my computer now while writing this. However, our wifi still isn't working which is a bit frustrating.

And lastly, the thing that made me crack about all of this. Last night, I was playing sims and I was about to go to bed. All I was thinking about is the book I'd read before going to sleep over the video I was going to watch. I was going to the bathroom and then all of the sudden I hear a plop in the water. I realize, my phone dropped in the toilet. Going completely into panic mode asked my mom for help (not even thinking about taking it out myself because I'm panicking). So now it's in rice for the next little bit. I don't know what will happen but I hope it's okay. If not, I do have money to buy a new one which I've been wanting to do for a while so this is just the excuse to do it.

So uh that's been my week. Now there were some good things that happened like I went to value village and I found a book that I really wanted and I found this cool percy jackson book. I mean there still were good things. It just feels like the bad outweighs the good since a lot of the bad things that happened were so huge and all. But uh yeah, I don't know how to end this. Um, see you later?