Chapter 9

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Becky's point of view *

It's been a year and a half since me and Austin started dating. We're so in love and the relationship is amazing. The only thing that hasn't happened is sex. Sex sex sex. I want to have sex with Austin but I'm just scared. What if he leaves me? What if it hurts? What if I get pregnant? I can't risk that. But I love him and I want to have that intimate bond with him. I just wish I knew what to do. After all he is my boyfriend and I want to please him. He does so much for me. He's such a gentleman, he never lets me pay for dates, he sends me flowers, he comforts me when I'm sad, and he makes me feel like I'm the only girl in the world. I love him so much and I want to make him feel special.

Austin's point of view*

I don't know why but Becky's been acting different lately. She cringes at the word 'sex' and that confuses me. Yes I want to have sex with her and yes I've talked to her about it. I don't know if she's afraid it's gonna hurt or if I'll leave her... I'd never leave her tho. She's my princess. I think about her all the time and whenever I see her she takes my breathe away. The thought of being without her gives me physical pain. We've been together for almost 2 years and I just hope I can have that intimate bond with her.

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