I was up in my room on Twitter. Kyle went home like an hour ago. It was a little awkward between Danny and I but then he said something funny and I laughed and well we were fine I guess, that's just how it goes between us, strange but no matter how much I hate him, he will be stupid and then I love him all over again.
Brothers, eh?
I tweeted:
@Lovely_Violet Amazing day with my friends, so glad you are back @Ky_Ky_Amazing :)
I logged off and went to my bed to listen to some music. I heard a faint knock. "Come in." I half whispered and yelled. Someone slowly opened the door and I saw the blond head peep his head in. "Can we talk for a second?" I nodded my head and sat up on my bed, patting a spot next to me. He came in and closed the door with a soft click and sat besides me.
"Listen about earlier-" I motioned him to be quiet. "No, no, no don't worry about it Danny, you were just....well I don't know what you were being but well it just showed me that I will never be with him." His frowned. "You dont-" "Yes I do know that's the truth, that's just how it always goes Danny, the stupid little sister doesn't get her brother's best friend. And this isn't no movie where at the end he will see I was there along and that he loves me." Wow, that felt so cheesy saying.
He heaved a sigh. "What about Bonnie?" I slightly turned my head. I bit my lips. "To be honest, Danny, gave her up. I'm going to try and give up Kyle, its about time I do anyway."
He nodded his head. "You're right, I know, I know...just sucks. The heart and the brain don't work well together." I laughed. "They never have nor will they ever."
We both let a few minutes of silence past us before I came up with an idea. "Hey, wanna watch a movie? Toy Story?" He looked at me skeptically, "Oh, c'mon, its like 9:30 at night and I'm bored and you're my favorite brother." I nudged him in the rib and he batted my arm away. "Okaaaay, fine, fine. Let's watch it."
I smiled and grabbed the remote and went to netflix to watch it. we both fit on my big bed and I had my head on his shoulder.
When the movie was over I was so tired. I yawned and almost fell asleep on Danny's shoulder. He shook me lightly. "Get off brat." I chuckled lightly and I rolled off and rubbed my eyes. "Okay, okay, Gosssssh."
He got up and looked at his phone. "Hm. Text from Kyle." My ears perked up. "What did he say?" He bit his lip. "Oh, he's just missing his old girlfriend I guess." I gulped. Oh.
Danny looked over to me and I just plastered a smile. "Well they did just break up so yeah...I bet he misses her." There was a silence and Danny's phone went off again. "Well goodnight brat." I nodded my head. "Night Danny." He left soundlessly and I turned everything off and grabbed my iPod to listen to.
I scrolled through and found the song I really wanted to listen to, Give Me Love by Ed Sheeran and fell fast asleep
Next Day
I wriggled my nose and looked outside. Danny and the guys were playing football. I didn't really want to play with them, I mean last night was just damn not fun and well I just don't want to talk to Kyle, until I feel...well until I have no feelings towards him.
This will take a while but whatever.
Okay it just got harder to do.
I widened my eyes as Kyle took off his shirt. I felt my face flush and I watched him.
Jesus Christ Jesus Christ .
One and two breathe, one and two breathe.
I swear it was like slow mo for a couple of seconds with him taking off shirt and me just staring down out of the window like a creep because well I'm a creep anyway.
