Niall and I decided to have a day out and get to know each other today while our bandmates stay at Ash's place and play Fifa. Niall had to stay in disguise so he wore his Ray-Bans, sweats, and a hoodie. No one really recognized him, except for about six girls.
We had some Starbucks, and chatted about the tour, which is about six months or so. My parents were fine with out, they were actually proud.
"So, mate, what have you guys been up to? I really like your music. I actually bought your ep a while ago. It's amazing," Niall said, sipping his mocha.
"Nothing really, just experimenting. But, thanks. We really love your music, too. You guys are like, legends."
Niall smiled and we walked to Ash's house.
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"Dammit, Liam, you missed an open goal!" Louis yelled. He was so into the game, we all laugh.
"You're so into it, Louis," says Zayn.
"Damn right I am."
Its Liam and Louis, versus Calum and Ashton, at the moment. It seems they all got along well.
I decided to go into my room (Ash has an extra room and I call it mine because I stay in there most of the time while my parents are out) and lock it. I try to get in touch with Nadia, Katie's best friend. I text her, her replying within seconds.
Heyy, Luke right?
I just wanna ask her why hasn't Katie called me. Why hasn't Katie tried to text me. Why did she leave. Why did she abandon us.
We text for 10 minutes, and I still get the same answer whenever I ask about Katie.
She's doing fine.
But I know thats bullshit. I don't see why I can't text her or call her. I just wanna hear her voice one more time..
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(flashback)
*At the airport*
"Katie, I love you. Never forget that. And I want to give you this. It's the bracelet I made for you when we first started talking, I just wanted to wait the right moment to give it to you."
"Oh, Luke. I love this so much. It's pure gold to me. I wish I can stay here, but I can't. I'll try my best to keep in touch. I will always love you. But, I want to say something to you."
She wiped her tears sliding down her cheeks and took a deep breath.
"Lucas Robert Hemmings, from the first day I saw you, I knew you were the one. Even though it started out as some cheesy 8th grade love story, it stopped at a beautiful 9th grade Romeo and Juliet story. Every-time I'm around you, I feel like.. I'm the luckiest girl on Earth. When you hold me close, I feel so secure, not even a thousand men can break us. And whenever I look at you, do you know what I see?" She chokes on her tears and sniffles. "I see a handsome young man ready to take on whatever comes in his way. I know you'll make it like the way you fantasize about, but even bigger. I love you, more than anything."
I felt myself crying, I just wanted to die already. Her words melted my heart. It hurts knowing she'll be across the globe. I hug her tightly and kiss her temple.
"I love you, Kathryn Elizabeth Smith. Be good, okay? Don't let any douche hurt you. I-I won't stop thinking about you. I will always love you. I will try so damn hard to visit you. Hell, I'll even sell all my junk and go."
Her parents yell at her to hurry up so Katie and I hug once more and kiss each others lips. She walks away with tears in her eyes.
She's gone.
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"Luke, if you don't open this damn door, I'll break it down!" Ashton yells from the other side if the door.
It wasn't long until I realized I was crying and I had broken the lamp. I wiped my tears and opened the door.
"Yeah?"
"What the hell is going on in there?" he says, his arms across his chest like an angry parent.
"Nothing. I'm sorry for making so much noise. I was just about to play Fifa with you guys," I lie, trying my best to smile.
I walk by Ashton and walk into the living room with all the guys wide-eyed.
"What?" I snap.
"Well, we heard you yelling and we heard something break. Is everything okay?"
Nothing's fine. Everything is wrong, broken.
"Everything's fine."
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kms ive been so busy
but ayye i did a flashback
ok luke was like 14 and in 9th grade so yes he was young damn
and when him and katie broke up he lost it and dropped out and 5sos was born like 3 weeks later, k?
everything is a rainbow now
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