Better Than Words ➳ CarterxMatt [DISCONTINUED]

[ Chapter 7 ]

PLEASE READ THE A/N(I SUCK) BELOW AFTER THIS IDK CHAPTER. :)

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[ Matt ]

Being this hopeless would be a complete understandment.

Let's just say that I may or may not have been locking myself up and crying on my room for the past week. Lucky me, I still have Nash and Cam to reduce some of my sadness. So basically, here I am with those two motherfuckers who are helping me deal with my heartbreak shit.

"Hey brah, is there any chance you may want to live normal again? c'mon Matt, it's not like we have a year long vacation!" Cameron shouted at my ear, while I was laying down causing me to jump and push him off the bed.

"Yeah right, try fucking living and functioning normally again with a heartbreak." I turn my head, and close my eyes as I also reply with such coldness in my voice.

"Don't worry you silly ass cunt! Together we'll make you feel better!" Cameron cheered and hooked his left arm in Nash's shoulder while he and Cam also did the 'aye aye captain' thing with their arms. How the fuck am I even friends with them?

"Fine, fine. Whatever you say.." I just laughed at them, cause who the hell would not?

Cameron stands up and gets a belt, "Woah, what the fuck Cam? I did not just got myself into this." I stand up and stare at him in disbelief. "The fuck dude, I was just gonna wear this belt so my pants won't fall!" He laughs out loud along with Nash.

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"What the fuck do we even need this for?" I asked and hold up the pack of candies we got from walmart. "I mean I know some of it are mine and Carter's favorites when we we're younger, but besides that.. I don't even know."

"Dude, trust me. This thing will blow your minds and nope, I am not telling you." Cameron insisted so I just decided to let it go. I mean, what's the point of asking over and over again if the only thing you'll get back is smart ass words?

"Babe, c'mon I just really had to go upstairs and find some shitty pen for this. Can't you just fucking tell us what are we going to do?" Nash said to his boyfriend, while walking down from the stairs and resting his hand on his waist. Which really made him look a lot more gay on my opinion.

"See this?" Cam held up a piece of paper he got from his jean pocket and shoves it at my face. "We're going to 'reminisce' some things connected to you and Carter, then bam! He'll realize this and that, blah blah blah, you guys will be together and yay!" He explains and do some weird and exaggerated hand gestures.

"Are you sure this will help me?" I ask honestly while looking down, I just really feel out of this and plainly hopeless seing that Carter is not single and I keep stressing myself out with my really distractive thoughts.

"A hundred percent Matt, now shoo that frown away from your face. And uhm babe can you hand me over that pen?" He just smiles and pats me over the shoulder as he calls Nash over too.

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so uhm. hi! it has been almost a month since i updated anything at all and i am really sorry. first of all, i quite hate making stupid excuses and promises bout this and that. but hey, you still are there being the qts that you are making me happy and positive--which makes me love you more than ever! :) so big thank you and i love you's, also belated happy birthday to me i guess?

-Iann