Better Than Words ➳ CarterxMatt [DISCONTINUED]

[ Chapter 2 ]

[ Matt ]

As I open the wooden fence's door in Carter's backyard, I notice the treehouse is kind of, glowing? It just looks like nothing has changed.. The christmas lights me and Carter hung around it, is still bright.

I smiled, remebering the times where me and Carter used to hang out there. Feels like I'm just seven again..

But damn. What am I going to say or do after the kiss earlier?-- I mean, what if Carter hates me? What if he decides to unfriend me? What if he's disgusted with me? What if--

"Matt! Matt! Let me help you with that, you dick wad!" I heard Carter yell as I see him waving and that beautiful genuine smile plastered on his beautiful face.

I struggle carrying this bags filled with treasure (AKA food,dvd's,comic books,glowsticks, etc.) as I walk towards the treehouse.

"You know you didn't have to do this right?" Carter actually fucking giggled as he helped me carry some bags as we began walking to the treehouse.

"Matt."

"Carter.."

We both laughed as we chorused saying each other's name, "Fine, you go first.." Carter said while climbing up the stairs in the treehouse as I do too.

"Okay, so umm.. about the kiss." I started off.--

"I-I.. I liked it." Carter announced as I look at him with eyes wide, filled with happiness and pure shock.

"I-It's totally okay if you d-don't! actually let's stop this, I mean who am I even fucking kidding with? I'm going ou--" He quickly saved himself as he stand up and walk towards the stairs.

"No. You're not going anywhere.." I muttered cutting him off stopping him from moving as I wrap both my arms around him and put it in his waist.

"B-but you, ugh! I-I thou--" He rambled again, facing me this time.

"Stop rambling babe.." I cheekily said hugging him from the waist tighter.

"Fuck you.." Carter said looking down his face flushed, blushing while punching my chest(which is actually pretty hard).

"You think I didn't like that? I didn't regret any second if it.. I-I thought you were even disgusted with me. Thought you'd hate me and I, don't even know what to do." I admited "I was just feeling pure happiness, ectasy, it felt so right.. yet my thoughts thought of it the other way. And you don't even know how much I dreamt of it to happen,how much I hoped this friendship would maybe, grow into something more, how much I wished I'd always be the reason of your beautiful smile and.. how much I, I love you." I continued, my voice trembling.

As I finish, silence filled the whole treehouse. Just the crickets sound and the gushing of the cold summer night air is what you can just hear. God Matthew, you could've just kept quiet y'now? Fuck, I'm so stupid!--

I heard muffled cries underneath me as I feel my something wet in my chest. Oh no--

"I-I.. I fucking love you! Am I d-dreaming or something? I've always loved you M-Matt! I pray everyday t-that we'll be like Cam and Nash someday, I-I. I dream of us being that happy together and now I-I'm crying! F-fuck you.." He cried hiccuping while chuckling at the end.

I kiss his head,his forehead,his beautiful nose, his cheeks, and in his pink, luscious,lovely and perfect lips.

And once again, I was in heaven.

"Aww, babe.. stop crying Carter! God, how can we be that oblivious to our feelings?" I comforted him more, walking towards the window.

"I-I couldn't care less.." Carter said while laughing. "But I'm happy now, that's for sure." He continued.

"Baby, now that i found you.. I won't let you go." I sang to him(I'm a cheesy fuck), while wiping his tears away.

This is totally the best sleepover we both ever had.

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So waddup mofucks? :D I've been getting positive feedbacks and I JUST LITERALLY LOVE YOU ALL! Big thanks and fuck, there you go peeps. Carter and Matt fluff and while writing, I was also having major fucking feels man! Well there you have it, love lots. :) x

-Iann