Letters To Him

I love you

I love you.
I love the way your fingertips feel against my skin. The way you're always so gentle. The heat trail that you leave on my body even with just a simple touch. The way you kiss, the softness, the warmth, the way you taste. I love your smile and your eyes. The way your face lights up when you see me is amazing. I love how no matter what I look like no matter how good or how bad you always call me beautiful. Every single day you call me beautiful. You care about me. You love me.

I love your stupid and annoying jokes. I love how you can talk nonstop for hours on end about anything and everything. I love how you can open up to me, and you know that you can't lie to me. I love how when you do try to lie you always giggle at the end of your sentence giving you away. I love how you're not just all tough and blocked off to emotions,  you're sensitive even though you won't admit it.  You protect your family, and me. You protect me. You're so sweet and caring. It's amazing to say the least.

I love that you can read me like a book. I love that you know what mood I'm in easily with just looking at me. I love that you can change my mood effortlessly. I love how you hold me and play with my hair and wipe away my tears and talk so gently when I'm crying and upset. I love when you hold me close to your body, when you hold me tight, saying I'm yours and I'm not going anywhere. I love when you kiss my forehead, it says you adore me and youll keep me safe no matter what.

That night. I love it all. The way you kissed me. The way you touched me. You were so gentle. It wasn't like any of the other times. It wasn't just sex. Then first time we actually made love..  And I'm pretty sure that's the time you gave me our little boy. Our precious little boy. I love you. I love you more than words could ever say.