Alex is the most funniest, charming, and amazing guy you can ever meet, he can make your bad days into good days by just listening to his voice. Can make all your nightmares go away with just hearing his voice and having his arms around you. He was my guardian angel he saved me every time I was down, he saved me when I fell for him. He makes me feel special every time he smiled at me and looked at me with those beautiful eyes, sometimes I would say" god, please help me I'm falling for this man really hard. Is he the one for me?" But with Alex's smile I knew he was the right one for me, but was I his? I wanted to ask him but I was scared, scared of falling for him and he not feeling the same, scared of not being good enough and perfect for him. When he's perfect and good enough for me, he means the world to me, with just call or message he lights up my day. He wasn't always mine, he used to be someone's else's partner and lover and true love. He was before someone else's I love you and forever. He used to be someone else's before he became mine and my heart and my I love you and my forever. You're my serenity, I wasn't looking for you, I wasn't expecting you, but I'm looking I have met you. He's like nobody else in this world, when I'm with him it's like I'm split in half , half of me is on fire going crazy if I'm not touching him, the other half is calm and peaceful just perfectly content, knowing he is the one for me. When I lay with him, it feels like I'm safe, like nobody can hurt me. Under his warmth embrace, feelings his muscles around my waist my body being pulled closes to his. The feeling is indescribable, because when a guy gives up his "manly" pride just to hold you close to his heart like this, that when you really realize that they truly love you. Last night i looked at him , and i could feel it. I could feel the love that filled my entire body. The kind that made my toes curl and the kind of love that circulated through my veins. I could feel myself blush from having all types of emotions running rampant against my skin. The kind of love that made me want to scream all my worries and fears out so they have no way of finding their way back in. The kinda that took my breath away just by the mention of our love being spoken in his tone. A soft voice that whispered kindness and sweet promises. Last night i look at you and thought , "Ahh, so this is how love is supposed to feel".
