He had the most beautiful blue eyes and smile that could just make you fall in love with him. If any girl stared at both of those and smile, would fall in love with him the way I did. But, the thing was he was already mine, only I knew the real meaning of his eyes and smile. I loved the way he looked at me with those beautiful blue eyes, he looked at me with so much love that you could feel his love for me just by seeing how his eyes lighted up every time he saw me. When having a bad day just by hearing his voice it can make my day better. When I'm around him I can hear my heart beating and whispering "I love you so much, Alex. You don't understand how much I love you." Sometimes I lay on my bed imagining him next to me holding me telling me how much he loves me and that he will never leave... But the truth is everyone leaves even when you least expect it. I know that for the first time I saw him my heart was beating fast and I felt my heart in my throat, I knew right there and then that I was going to love him forever. But to me forever means even after death and the after life. I do see myself having a future with him. I just want to be around him at night being in his arms, playing with my hair, cuddling and kissing my forehead when I'm about to fall asleep. I feel safe when his arms are around me because he makes me feel safe and protected like I've never been safe and protected in my life. The day that I saw him for the first time I knew that there was something special about him, I knew by just looking at his beautiful eyes. I've been through so much but Alex has been there as my safer, my protector, my best friend, lover and boyfriend but I guess that's why he's such an amazing person. Sometimes when I lay in my bed I catch myself whispering his name "Alex. Alex. Alex. "But I know that he can't hear me.
